Then You And Me

43|What's next

THE NEXT DAY

Tianna's pov💕:

"Teejay, mi neva mean-"

"It gov." He answered, his tone saying otherwise, A hint of detachment lingerie beneath his words

I know that tone, one where it sounded as if he was shielding his true feelings

"But teejay-"

"Mi seh it gov Tianna jeez" He walked away from me

I wiped my teary eyes and went to my room, the weight of our conversation heavy in my heart

I sat on the edge of the bed, feeling lost and alone mindlessly scrolled my phone seeking a distraction

Why tik tok and Instagram a do mi dis?

Every post, every message, every notification reminds me of him, of us, of what we once had

Mi fi tell him?

Maybe if mi tell him-

I hissed my teeth

I went on WhatsApp and searched for his chats

His profile picture was gone and so was his about

A block him block mi?

Him block mi tblct

I threw the phone on the bed and hissed my teeth

Wah mi do mek mia suffer suh? 

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It has been 9 hours 43 minutes and 54 seconds since me and Rajairo broke up

Well atleast mi and Teejay still a communicate

How yuh feel?

Mi feel ariite

Imagine two days from now a Christmas, a datt did a mi Christmas gift

Smh

Cyah badda

"Teetee" Teejay called from downstairs

"Yes" I answered

"Smaddy come to yuh!" He shouted

"Who?" I ask standing by the door

A bet seh a Rajairo

Mi know him woulda muss come back eno

I ran to the bathroom and quickly washed my face, trying to erase the traces of my emotions

I sprayed on some perfume and opened the door

Taking a moment to collect myself, I took a deep breath squared my shoulders and walked down the stairs