If only u were mine

22 - I dont know my feelings.

Nicks pov
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What just happened was crazy.

I ran after Vicky until I lost her in the hall (big house).

I started to shout her name over and over until I hear Debbie's voice.

"We're here" she says as I go over to the guests bedroom.

I open the doors to Vicky sitting on the edge of the bed with her face in her palms and Debby on the floor in front of her.

I close the door going up to them.

"Vicky r u ok" I say sitting next to her.

"I don't know, I don't know what to think right now." Vicky says.

I was literally concerned.

"Just spill ur emotions and calm down" Debby says trying to comfort her.

Vicky wipes her face on her sleeve and looks at both of us.

"I don't know!" Vicky says frustrated.

"I don't know my feelings. I don't know if I love Chris or if I hate him. I don't know why Matt done that. I don't know what's going on in his head. I don't know where Chris is. I don't know why Tania hates me so much. I don't know!" Vicky says throwing her face back into her hands.

Me and Debby looked at each other.

"I mean, why did Matt do that? And Vicky? He never calls me Vicky. I thought he hated me?" Vicky says.

She did have a point, Matt never calls her that.

"Can we do anything for u rn" Debby says.

"Idk, not really. I just don't know what to think" Vicky replies.

"We can take u home" I say hoping that could cheer her up.

"Please do" Vicky says.

"Should we take Matt to"

"No way" Vicky replies.

We all stand up and go out the door. We go down the stairs and head outside.

It was only about 1am.

Debbie's house was a 20 minute walk and we all weren't that drunk so we all walked.

Once we got there we went straight to sleep.

Vics pov
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We decided to go home early.

As we were going down the stairs I make eye contact with Matt.

We went straight out the door and started walking to Debbie's house.

I looked back to see Matt staring back at me.

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No way I just did this in under an hour (I ate)

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