adults next door ; tbp chatfic

you are my deku... my only deku...

sunshine : finney
moondark : robin
tylerdurden : vance
bellaswan : donna
michaelcera : griffin
thehilariousone : billy
wallace : gwen
purricon : molly
whoevenareu : mateo
penelopevonschweetz : penelope
stupidhoe : bruce
abigail : abigail
dakota : dakota
erin : erin
owen : owen
tahani : tahani

GROUPCHAT
JANUARY 12TH, 13:50 PM (1:50 PM)

thehilariousone: why the fuck is there a HAND DRAWN card of bakugo and deku in my fiance's hospital room.

sunshine: you are my deku...

moondark: my only deku...

thehilariousone: you guys are twenty nine years old with a child

sunshine: yea shes the one that drew it

moondark: duh

thehilariousone: GROW UP

moondark: okay angry pants

sunshine: read the ROOM

abigail: i have the worst hangover everyone step back

tylerdurden: no me too

erin: surprise surprise

owen: a bottle and a half wtf were u thinking

sunshine: guys lets go back to the bakudeku card my child made

tylerdurden: please are you guys still on my ass about drinking

erin: vance our friend almost DIED because of drugs and alcohol

erin: are you seriously being that insensitive right now

tylerdurden: well griffin wanted to kill himself and i don't so

owen: what the fuck

thehilariousone: Are you serious

bellaswan: just woke up chat hows my baddies doing

sunshine: go back to sleep.

sunshine: this is ur one and only warning.

bellaswan: whys billy been typing for so long

bellaswan: and whys he used a capital

bellaswan: oh

bellaswan: oh wait

bellaswan: GOODNIGHT

thehilariousone: Are you seriously talking about my half fucking dead fiance like that right now? Do you know how fucked up in the head you have to be to say that? That's your step brother, your friend, someone that literally got you through the entirety of college. And now he's almost fucking dead because of alcohol, drugs, and whatnot. Is that not a wake up call? Do you know what that shit does to you? It fucks you right up, it kills you. I don't know what the hell it did to my boy's head but it messed with it and made him think he had to be gone. He didn't, and you don't either.

thehilariousone: I don't know what leaving college did to you, or breaking up with Bruce did to you, but that was almost ten years ago. I know you had a fling, but it's over. Grow the fuck up and realise how much of a shitty fucking person you are. You're tearing down your whole friend group just because you can't put down the damn bottle. And don't give me any of your pity, saying you'll change and that you didn't mean it because I know you know what you're doing.

thehilariousone: You sure as hell won't be seeing me in your hospital room.

wallace: gagged..?

MANHATTAN HOSPITAL
JANUARY 12TH, 19:45 PM (7:45 PM)

Billy sat in a chair with his legs stretched out onto Griffin's bed. He was stroking circles into Griffin's hand with his thumb and watching as his chest slowly rose and fell.

Vance was the last thing on his mind right now. He didn't care if he drank his life away or put down the bottle, all he cared about was how he was treating everyone around him. It reminded him of Griffin, and he didn't want to go through it a second time. 

Withering flowers sat in vases on the table in the room, followed by cards and gift bags, and Amelia's stupid Baku-Deku card that made Billy smile whenever he looked at it. There was so much love that radiated around the room, yet barely any life. 

Griffin was like a light that made everyone smile and laugh. He was Joy from Inside Out. He always knew how to make someone smile or laugh or feel better. There was never any frowns when he was around. Either jokes bouncing from wall to wall, or sarcastic remarks being thrown around, or the most bodacious insults known to man.

Griffin was the reason that Billy wanted to love, and wanted to believe in it.

"They miss you at work, you know," Billy started. "There's balloons, cards, and gifts all over your dressing room. And any drink that Abigail has she always cheers it to you." Billy could've sworn he saw Griffin's eyes flutter. "I think Vance misses you too. He's not taking it well. When you're up and awake, I don't want you looking at what he said about you."

Billy sighed and took his hand away from Griffin's. He stood up from the chair and leaned forward, placing his hand on Griffin's pale cheek. He placed a small kiss on his cold lips before leaning back and gently caressing his cheek. "I love you, my sweet boy." he whispered.

Billy didn't sleep that night, instead he stayed up staring at the ceiling while laying on Griffin's side of the bed.

its summer and ive spent it rotting in my room watching brokeback mountain and sad movies what does that say about me