Swore you were the best and that you really cared
But looking back made me regret some things I said
I know we should've been foreve, and damn.. you know it too
It shouldn't hurt me that bad, but when I look at you-
Said you weren't perfect, I know, I wasn't too
But my heart kept racing just for you
I cared when you said it was my fault
I kept quiet
Being your little secret
Kept in a vault
I admired your kindness and love
That soon enough turned into
Invisible hatred you hid inside you.
I could try to forgive
I could try to forget
I could try to ignore it, but I swear I'm sick of it
All the shit you put me through
Made me realize how much I mean to you
I'm done with the games of
Saying "I like you" waiting for
A response to come from you.
If you only knew that I'm writing this about you
If you only knew that, I still think of it, too
Yet, I wanna say
Thanks for making me feel that way
Otherwise, I would've stayed
Without knowing why
Should I throw my feelings for you away
And I could try to forgive
And I could try to forget
I could try to ignore it and push me inside the trap
All the shit you put me through
Made me grateful for knowing
It's time to get rid of you.
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Poems I wish I told you
PoetryHi guys ! this will pretty much be all of the poetry I write while I'm at my lowest cause that quite happens a lot, so feel free to join me on my journey by reading these 😇
