"You know, he's trying Ellie. He hasn't stopped thinking about you. I catch him on your youtube page often." Folio mentioned softly after jumping onto the couch cushion next to me. Ah, the internet, where you can be quite literally anyone but yourself. I didn't have a huge following on Youtube, but it was growing. I'm your typical fan girl on the internet, nothing special. I review albums and sometimes do interviews. I come off more confident than I really am online. If only I could be like that in person.
"It is what it is Nick, the damage is done and I'm over it." He looked at me in disbelief. "Really." He stated, glaring at me. "Really."
He shook his head. "Then why have you been avoiding him all day? I see the way you two look at each other when the other is looking the other way. You guys are so full of shit. You have one more day here. I'd hate to see an opportunity wasted, El."
I rolled my eyes. "Thanks, mom." Folio chuckled and gave me a side hug. I said my goodbye to him and made my way off of the bus to take a walk. During my walk, I stumbled upon Noah who was sitting under a tree strumming his guitar.
"Your voice is ringing in my ear
But I can't see you talk
You could tell me to go straight to hell
And I'd enjoy the walk
I've spent ages losing sleep
While strangers warmed your bed
I know it's over, please, be over
There's nothing left to save
Let me let you down
I can't watch you drown with me
Let me let you down
I can't watch you drown with me"
I leaned against a tree listening to him finish his heartbreaking words. He did let me down, but this is why?
"That was beautiful." I smiled softly as I made my way to Noah's side, and sat with him in the luscious grass. "How'd you find me?" He asked. "Noah, I know you."
"Do you?" I was taken aback from his question and my heart sank. I may have left two years ago, but I still knew him, right. I shifted on my heels and turned around to start walking back to the hotel. So much for a proper goodbye.
"I loved you." Noah shouted towards me. I stopped dead in my tracks to face him. Loved. Ouch. I bit my lip and shook my head.
"The difference is that I still love you." I bit back and continued walking.
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I WROTE A SONG ABOUT GETTING BETTER
Fiksi PenggemarEllie believes she is damaged goods and doesn't deserve to be in this world. Noah is an anxious mess. They just want to fix each other instead of fixing themselves. What could go wrong? I do not own any pictures, song lyrics, or any characters(band...
