Hurt

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-Bubba's POV-

Tears streaming down my face hurts so much with the cuts from the fight- I slam my door as I walk in.

"I can't fucking believe I really snapped like that...-" I mumble to myself.

My heart still hasn't calmed down. 

I miss them so much.

Knowing that they died for me is what hurts the most. And she used it to argue back with me too hurts even more than that.

I don't even feel like taking care of myself right now, I'm sad yet I want to feel sadder, but happier at the same time...

Bobby's hugs would be so nice right now, but I can't face her. Or anyone else.

I go to the bathroom and stare at myself in the mirror with the lights off. I can still see myself from the light of my bedroom coming in.

I groan and whine after touching my wounds. No wonder she's the 3rd strongest- She didn't get many hits in but the hits she did get in are really deep-

"What am I going to do with myself...?" I say while looking at how messed up I am in the mirror. "I even yelled at Bobby because I lost it..."

I go around my house and turn off all the lights except the ones in my bedroom.

A shower would maybe be nice right now.

Walking to my bedroom to set out a pair of white shirts and shorts I stare outside and see that it's dark. 

After that I make my way to shower, a cold one to be exact. I don't like hot showers, and they aren't good for my body as well. So, I get benefits from it, I guess.

As I'm showering and about to rinse off the soap from my body one of the things she said to me pops up in my mind.

"I'M GLAD THEY ARE DEAD; YOU SHOULD'VE WENT WITH THEM TOO!"

"..."

"She didn't really mean that right...?" I say softly as I let the water hit my back.

I turn off the water, dry myself up, and put on my clothes. 

I turned off the lights everywhere and I lay in my bed trying to fall asleep, but I can't. 

I'm so tired yet I can't sleep at all.

I forgot about Dogday... I didn't fully heal him up. "Ugh..." I groan. "I should make my way over there to heal him up some more. I don't want him throwing up and he does need super vision too." 

Might as well head over there with what I have on now. It doesn't matter anyways. I can't sleep with these thoughts on my mind anyways.

I go towards my front door and put on my shoes that is the easiest to put on.

-Dogday's POV- 

Everyone went home except CatNap, the purple little feline asked to stay and sleep here for the night so I said yes, I could use some company too with what just happened.

I told catnap that he could sleep in my room and we both went back and forth until I got him to say yes. 

Finally, I can actually rest up. It feels so late, but it isn't, it's only 11:23pm. The argument, food things have me so drained.

As I'm about to close my eyes to sleep I hear knocking.

Who can actually be knocking at my door at this hour?

I get up and open the door to be greeted by Bubba.

"Hey Bubba, what's up?" I ask while rubbing my eyes, so I don't fall asleep on the spot.

"I wanted to fully heal you up, so you don't feel sick... If you want, I can come back tomorrow or something- I know I didn't get to because of-" Bubba pauses and stops talking. 

I guess he doesn't want to really discuss what happened or mention it right now... 

"Yeah sure, you can come in-!" I said while opening the door more. 

Bubba enters the house getting medical things ready that he gave to me in case of any emergency's, they really do come in handy. 

After he got everything, he starts taking my temperature and gets some medicine for me. 

As he is pouring the medicine into the little cup, I didn't notice until now but... He never patched his wounds up, so they are fully exposed...

Some of his fur is a little purple from the blood stains on his fur. 

That isn't like him to not take care of himself at all... He knows what could happen if he doesn't cover them-

My thoughts get cut off my Bubba. "Here Dogday, drink this. It is going to help and dilute the Caffeine and Theobromine. " 

I honestly don't know those two words that he just said but I took the medicine sniffing it then drinking it, the flavor wasn't too bad, but it wasn't the best.

"Thanks Bub's" I said to him while smiling. 

Bub's was a nickname a gave him because I just wanted to make it shorter for him. He does in fact have the longest name out of all of us anyways.

"No problem, just make sure to drink at least 3 to 5 cups of water a day for 2 days alright?" 

I Nodded in response, and I laid down on the couch. "Make sure to take care of those wounds as well." I said to him while looking at him pack up.

"Yeah sure." He said softly while finishing packing up.

-Bubba's POV-

Now I just have to get home... 

I get up way too fast which made my body hurt and made me see Orthostatic hypotension. My head is spinning... and the wounds aren't making it any better-

I start walking towards the door slowly trying to make sure I'm not falling, but I can feel my body swaying all over the place as if I'm drunk.

"Bubba are you okay..?" I heard someone ask but I couldn't make out with what they were saying. 

I started groaning and put my hand on my head trying to get my head in the right place, but I feel like I'm about to pass out. 

My body is heating up, and I feel so tired.

I kept walking towards the door before passing out on the ground.

Even when I'm not conscious I can feel myself bleeding on my body, and on my head.

This isn't good... 

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