Happens Naturally

Chapter 3

Sarah's POV)

Niall smiled and poked Harry.

" Harry! It's Liam's sister! You know, the one that was suppose to be staying with us for a while?" Niall asked, repeatedly poking Harry's cheek.

Harry slapped Niall's hand away and looked at me.

" Wow, you look a lot like your brother." Harry admitted.

" Thanks, now if you don't mind. Act natural when he comes because he hasn't seen me yet. And me and him haven't had the best past." I said nervously.

All the boys nodded and we began eating when footsteps were heard coming down the stairs.

" Smells nice Zayn! Let me guess, lasagna right?" A familiar voice called out, making me flinch.

Zayn nodded and looked up. I suddenly felt him walk right past me without realizing it, then sat down at his spot. All the boys just stared at him as he began eating, still not realizing I was sitting just three seats away from him. Suddenly he looked up at Louis and frowned, seeing that Louis was just staring at me. He glance at all the boys when suddenly his eyes landed on me. His eyes widen, and he dropped his fork causing it to make this clinging sound on the plate. We sat there just staring at each other, silence so quiet that you could hear a pin drop.

" S-Sarah?" Liam stuttered.

I just stare at him with a blank face then broke the eye contact by looking over to Zayn.

" This Lasagna is amazing Zayn." I said, smiling at him.

Zayn's face immediately brightened up and he smiled at me.

" Thank you Sarah.".

" Sarah, can we talk somewhere please?" Liam asked quietly.

I didn't look at him but looked right at Niall.

" So Niall, out numbered by five British people. I'd say it's quiet unfair." I joked.

Niall smiled and nodded.

" Definitely unfair. But hey! Maybe we can just say that you're Irish. We'll just have to work on the accent though." Niall joked back making me smile.

" Sarah-"

" I'd love that." I said, interrupting Liam.

The rest of dinner was okay but not the best. Liam kept staring ate, literally mentally asking for me to say something to him but I acted like he wasn't even there. I got to know the boys personality. Harry was a definite flirt but he was funny too. Niall was really sweet and loved making us smile. Zayn was quiet at first but once we talked more he started to slowly open up. And then there was Louis. Perky and definitely the jokester out of all of them. When we're all done I started to pick up some of the dishes when Zayn stopped me.

" Oh no you don't. You stop right there and let us clean up while you get finished unpacking." Zayn said, grabbing the plates out of my hand.

" Zayn please let me help!" I whined, trying to grab the plates back.

Suddenly a strong hand grabbed my wrist. Crap..

" Excuse us for a minute lads. We will just have a quick talk really quick." Liam said behind me.

The boys nodded and began cleaning up, while Liam pulled me out into the back porch. When we finally stopped, I pulled my wrist away and just glared at Liam.

" How you doing Sarah? Haven't seen you since-"

" Since you left me four years ago." I snapped, interrupting Liam for the second time.

Liam's face suddenly showed guilt and hurt.

" Sarah.. I-I didn't leave you." Liam said softly.

I laughed coldly and just glared at Liam.

" Sarah, please just hear me out. I was really busy with the tours, and recording." Liam said.

I gave him a ' a you freaking kidding me right now' look making him chuckle nervously.

" I guess I'll need more than that to earn you're trust again." Liam admitted looking up to me nervously.

Suddenly anger boiled up in me and I finally couldn't hold it in no more.

" Trust? Trust? You think that you, and especially you can just win my trust again? You've got to be joking. You left me for four years! And you think that you can make up those four years? I thought I could trust you! You left me with mom! Do you have any idea how that affected me? After you left mom got back into her drinking habits again. Than guess what happened? That's right, I've got scars again Liam. And this time I didn't have you to protect me. I had to either lay there as she beat me till I was all bloody and barely breathing or try to defend myself. And I had to learn quickly. Then one night I actually ended up punching mom in the face. I fricken punched her Liam! Then I screamed at her saying if she tried to lay a hand on me again or even thought about drinking to this stage she was in, that I would leave her. She eventually stopped and left me alone for a month but then mentally started to abuse me with her words. There hasn't been one day where we weren't screaming at each other till our throats hurt. I cried every night hoping, BEGGING that you would come home. But nope. I tried to call, text, Skype. However you didn't answer for one of those. You completely shut me out. And that hurt. To lose my father, have to deal with a sucky mother, but to lose you? I was crushed for months Liam. I lost contact with all my friends, never talked to anyone but sat in my room everyday and stared at my walls or tried to take a ride on my penny board. Trust? You're asking if you can get my trust back? I don't even know how to trust anyone Liam. And thanks to you, I probably never will be able to. So no, there is nothing you can do. I'm here against my will so I won't be doing anything. Don't worry either because I'll make sure to not bother you. No wait, it will be like I'm not even here. I can take care of myself, so don't expect me to even look at you. You ripped me apart and expect me to pick myself up. I hate you Liam, and I will never forgive you.". I felt hot tears run down my face but I didn't care.

I didn't even stop to look at Liam's reaction. I immediately turned around and walked inside where four boys suddenly fell out from leaning against the screen door. I just stared at them as they all got up, faces red, an completely embarrassed that I just caught them eves dropping.

" I don't care that you heard that. Okay?" I snapped.

They all looked at me with guilt in their eyes. I turned around and ran into my room, slamming the door behind me then flew on my bed and began sobbing.