Happens Naturally

Chapter 36

Sarah's POV)

Paul pulled into a parking lot, FULL of tour busses that we could use. We all got out, grabbing our bags, and followed Paul as he took us to the bus that we would be using. Jane stuck to my side like superglue, which I didn't mind because I knew that she was trying really hard to stay away from Harry. We got into the bus and I was amazed at how big it was.

The second you walk in there is a living room, like an actual living room, just longer. Two couches on one side and a huge flat screen tv on the other side. Then the kitchen, with a booth big enough for five of us. Then there was a door, which lead to all the bunks. Three bunks on top of each other, which added up to twelve of them all together. Then the huge bathroom at the very end.

Miley, Jane, and I quickly ran over the last row of bunks, picking our beds.

" I call the bottom!" Miley squealed, opening the curtains to her bed.

" I call the top, since it's high enough away from everyone else." Jane said, climbing to the top.

" And I guess I get the middle." I mumbled, but I was really pleased that I got the spot.

The boys than began picking their spots.

" I call the top!" Louis said excitedly, making me smile at his childish behavior.

" I get the bottom." Zayn said.

" Me and Niall will be the two over here, which leaves-"

" The middle bunk for me." Harry said, walking over to his bunk.

We all began setting our stuff into the bunks, then Niall, Louis, and Liam walked into the living room to eat and watch a movie, leaving Jane, Miley, Zayn, Harry and I in the bunk room.

I could tell how uncomfortable Jane was so I climbed up to her bunk and closed the curtains behind me. Now the bunks are like large box sizes where you can sit up but your head touches the top, and it is wide so we could easily fit Miley in as well if she wanted too ( yes, the bus is THAT big. Simon and Jim wanted it to be perfect.).

" Let's watch a movie, or play a video game." I suggested, turning on the little tv on her bunk wall.

Jane was about to say something when we heard someone speak on the other side of the curtain.

" Jane? Can we please talk?" Harry asked, causing Jane to frown at the curtains.

" Why don't you give blondie a call and play with her, cause I'm not your toy Harold." Jane snapped, using his full name.

" Harry, leave her alone-"

" No! Everyone is mad at me, and I have no idea why! I want to know what I did!" Harry yelled, cutting Zayn off.

Jane's POV)

" No! Everyone is mad at me, and I have no idea why! I want to know what I did!".

I lost my patience and opened the curtains, climbed down from the bunk and stared straight at Harry.

" You slept with another girl, okay? That's what you did! You got way to drunk during "our" night out, then made love to another girl in front of me. Is that what you wanted to hear?" I yelled.

Harry stood there, shocked that I yelled at him and even more shocked hearing what he did.

" I-I.."

" You what? Thought it would totally be okay to do that, then come back to me like I wouldn't care? My heart shattered to pieces when I saw you with her. Am I too boring for you, Harry? Is that why you went and made love to another girl to make the message clear that you're not interested in me? Because it actually worked. I thought you would actually be different and grow up for a change, but I was wrong. You're nothing but a little boy who doesn't think about anyone BUT himself. Did you ever think about the other girl too? Did you ever think that you could have possibly gotten her pregnant? Because ever since that night, that is all I have ever been thinking about. What if Harry got her pregnant? And it kills me thinking that it could actually happen. That you could end up a dad, and it wouldn't be with me." I yelled, tears running harder down my face.

Everyone stood there in shock, probably realizing the same thing. Harry could have gotten this girl pregnant. I waited to see if he would say anything when all I saw was tears run down his face.

" You played with my heart, then ripped it out of my chest and crushed it right in front of me like it was nothing. I actually cared for you Harry. No wait, I actually loved you. There I said it, I freaking love you Harry! And what do I get in return? To watch as you love an other woman. You better stay away from me this entire tour and after because I don't want to ever see you're face again, or hear another word come out of your mouth towards me. Just.Leave.Me.Alone." I cried.

I quickly ran into the bathroom, locking the door behind me. Then I sunk to the floor, crying like there was no tomorrow. I finally told the man I loved, that I love him and it was in the worst situation ever.

" I hate Harry Styles." I whispered, holding my head in my hands.