Happens Naturally

Chapter 42

Sarah's POV)

" Sarah, your friends are here." I heard Sandra say.

I looked up from my book and smiled the instant I saw them all standing there. I suddenly frowned, seeing tears in their eyes.

" Sarah." Liam whispered, stepping forward.

I smiled and reached out for a hug, which he quickly got into. I held him tightly as Liam began crying on my shirt, which I didn't really care about. I looked up as Zayn was the next to step forward. Liam pulled away and let Zayn hug me. The familiar hairspray spell filled my nose when his hair brushed past my face, making me smile. Zayn then pulled away and let Harry go next. Harry hugged me softly and whispered in my ear.

" I've missed you peanut." Harry said.

I nodded and he than let Jane next. I felt tears to my own eyes, seeing how broken and skinny she looked.

" Don't you dare say I look like crap, because I already know." Jane joked, sitting on my bed.

We pulled in for a hug and cried into each other's shoulder. When we finally pulled ourselves together, she let Louis come next. I smiled as Louis immediately connected our lips. Louis kissed softly, as if he was afraid I would break into a million pieces, than I felt tears on my face. I pulled away to see Louis crying.

" I love you." Louis whispered, making my smile grow even bigger.

I mouthed back 'I Love You' making Louis smile back. Than Louis pulled away for the final person. I looked up to see Niall already crying. Even though Niall and I never dated, we had a relationship like Jane and Zayn had. Niall felt like my little brother, even though he was older than me, and I always felt like I needed to protect him. Niall quickly jumped into my arms, bawling like a baby. I just held him tightly, stroking his hair knowing that always calmed him down.

" I thought I had lost you too." Niall cried, hugging me.

I held him tighter as he continued to cry. After a few minutes, Niall stopped crying and I pulled him back so I could wipe away the extra tears away. Niall's bright blue orbs looked at me as I wiped away the tears.

" We have something to tell you, but I don't think we are the ones to break it to you." Harry said, looking over to Jane.

I frowned and glanced over to Jane, who was now glaring at Harry. I mentioned for Jane to sit with me, and she slowly walked over to me.

" We'll give you two some time alone." Harry said, as all the boys began walking out of the room.

I looked over to Jane who now had tears in her eyes.

" Sarah.. I did something I'm not proud of. And I am actually very ashamed that I did it." Jane whispered, making my heart trace.

I sat there, still unsure where this was going until she finally spoke again.

" I tried to commit suicide last night." She whispered quickly.

My heart felt like it stopped two beats, and my eye's went wide, tears filling them instantly.

" Why?" I whispered, well more like croaked.

Jane looked up at me.

" I gave up hope. I really thought that you weren't going to make it, and I couldn't stand the thought of staying on this earth without you and Miley. So I thought since you were already gone, I might as well go now." Jane said, my tears coming down harder.

" Jane, do you know how hard it is to hear you say this? Do you know how much pain I would go through if I woke up and found out that you were gone too?" I cried.

Jane shook her head.

" You would move on. I can't move on. I have already lost my boyfriend, my mom, Miley, than I thought I lost you." Jane cried.

I pulled Jane into a hug, and began crying on her shoulder.

" Jane, if I lost you. You have no idea how much affect it would have on me. If I got into a coma because Miley died, what would happen if I found out you were gone too?" I whispered, feeling a pounding in my head but I ignored it.

We sat there for a minute, when Sandra came in.

" I'm really sorry to ruin this time for you two, but the boys keep begging me to come in, shall I let them?" Sandra asked, as we pulled apart.

I nodded and wiped away the tears with the sweater Sandra gave to me earlier, as the boys started coming in.

" Sarah? Simon called and said the tour is canceled, and that they released a story about what happened. They said that there was a tour bus accident during the concert, and when you went to go run and help Miley, you tripped and hit your head on the concrete, causing you to be in a coma for three days." Liam explained.

I sighed but nodded.

" He also said that Miley's funeral is in two days. He wants the private one in two days, and the public one will be after she is buried." Liam added, the room getting quiet.

Everyone looked at me, waiting for me to respond when I looked over to Jane.

" We need to go find something pretty for Miley." I said, my sentence clear and steady which was a first.