Happens Naturally

Chapter 29

Jane's POV)

I opened my eyes and looked over at the clock next to me.

7:00 a.m

" It's too damn early!" I groaned, throwing my pillow over my head.

Then I looked over to see that Sarah wasn't in her bed.

" Oh shiz." I quickly got out of bed and quietly ran down stairs.

I quickly came into the living and saw Louis and Sarah asleep on the couch in a spooning position. I smiled but then frowned at them.

" You big potato gave me a heart attack." I groaned, turning back to go back to the room when I bumped into something hard.

" I swear, if this isn't Obama, I'm seriously going to hurt someone." I growled.

I looked up to see Harry smiling down at me.

" Someone's not a morning person." Harry said, looking down at me.

I rolled my eyes and walked past him, when he picked me up.

" Harold Edward Styles, put me down or I will scream bloody murder." I threatened.

" Now we wouldn't want to wake any one else up, now would we?" Harry said as he unlocked the screen door and carried me outside.

" I swear, if you throw me in the pool, I will cut off your balls and shove them down your throat." I snapped, hitting his back with my fist.

" Ouch, take it easy tiger. I'm not throwing you in the pool." Harry said as we walked past the pool.

I went to say something when Harry suddenly threw me off his shoulders. I shrieked and reached to grab something when I suddenly hit something stretchy and bounced back up. Confused, I looked down and saw that he threw me on a trampoline. I looked up to see Harry jumping on, causing me to bounce a little.

" Like it? Oh and look! The stars are still out!" Harry pointed out, laying down next to me.

I looked up and was amazed to see the stars still out and bright. I slowly laid down next to Harry, but made sure to keep a good space between us. Then it got me thinking, Harry has been acting so kind to me and yet all I do is act like a jerk towards him. I guess, it's just been easier to dislike someone than to let them in. Don't get me wrong, the only people I let in is Miley and Sarah, but there is a reason I don't easily love.

" Why do you hate me?" Harry asked, cutting me from my thoughts.

" I don't hate you.".

" Really? Because you are one good actor if you don't." Harry scoffed.

" I just... You just remind me of someone from my past and..I don't know.." I sighed, covering my face.

I could feel the trampoline move a little to where I could suddenly feel heat next to me. Knowing it was Harry, I didn't push him away.

" What happened?" Harry asked softly.

I uncovered my eyes and looked up at Harry's bright, green eyes.

" It was a long time ago, but there was this boy in school. He was the popular jock, and I was the sarcastic and funny skater girl. He was the biggest flirt, and could get any girl he wanted but always for some reason never dated anyone. We crossed paths and I ended up falling for him. He learned all my secrets, I learned his. He made me laugh, and see the world differently." I said, smiling.

" Sounds like a great guy." Harry muttered.

I frowned and looked at my fingers.

" That was until we messed it up. It was a messed up night just in general, all snowy, stormy and icy. I thought I saw him talking to another girl in a flirty way, and he thought I was cheating on him. There was a lot of fighting, and hurtful words thrown. Then I told him to leave, which he did but..." I stopped, feeling tears come down my cheeks, remembering the awful night.

Harry must have noticed because he softly wiped the tears away.

" You don't have to finish." He whispered, but I just shook my head.

" He was really angry and wasn't paying attention, and ended up losing control of the car." My voice cracked causing me to cover my mouth with my hand.

Harry pulled me into a hug, holding me tightly against his chest.

" I blame myself, every night. If I hadn't told him to leave he wouldn't be gone.." I cried.

Harry made me look up at his eyes and looked at me carefully.

" Jane, you did nothing to cause that accident. It was his choice to leave, it was his choice to get in that car. You didn't cause him to lose control, you did nothing understand? And I know that if he was here today, he probably would be telling you the same thing. And I want to let you know now that I would never do anything to hurt you. I'm here for you when you feel like your alone. I'll be there to hold you when you cry, I'll be there whe-"

I smashed my lips to his, cutting him off. Tears rolling down my face but I didn't care. Then I pulled away, and leaned my forehead against his.

" Thank you." I whispered.