Happens Naturally

Chapter 38

Jane's POV)

I was in total shock when he smashed his lips to mine, but then I completely forgot about everything else. The fight, the crowd, the band and Sarah. It was just me and Harry kissing. Then Harry pulled back, giving me a small smile. The screaming fans noise came back, bringing back into reality.

Harry kissed me.

On stage.

In front of millions of fans.

My head felt like it was spinning with confusion when Harry then pulled me into a hug.

" I am so sorry Jane, there are no words to explain how much I hurt you and how much I hate myself even more for hurting you. You were everything to me, and I don't know if I can last longer with out you in my life. I love you Jane Marie Swift." Harry said into the mic so everyone could hear him.

He pulled away from the hug and waited for my response. He said he loves me.... Harry loves me. I felt tears in my eyes but I didn't care. I smiled and jumped back into his arms, causing the whole crowd to go crazy.

" I love you too Harry Edward Styles." I whispered into his ear.

Harry put me down and kissed the top of my head, than turned to the band. I turned around to see the boys smiling, but Sarah held a fake smile on her face.

" I'll have to talk to her after the show." I thought.

I smiled, a real smile then Liam rose the microphone to his mouth.

" How is everyone, here today? Are you pumped for this concert because I know we are!" Liam yelled, making the crowd cheer.

" Well, we are off to a very good start as you can see. And today we decided to do something special. In this concert, we will be singing a few songs with my sister, Sarah Payne, then she will sing a song for you all, then we will sing our songs for you all. Sounds good?" Liam said, handing the mic over to Sarah.

Sarah smiled at the crowd and waved.

" Wow! Huge crowd tonight! You guys were amazing when singing Rock Me with us, but I want to hear more! Sing if you know the words, make up words if you don't! We want everyone to sing in this next song!-"

" My Sugar Plum Princess has spoken!" Louis yelled, cutting Sarah off.

Sarah turned to Louis and laughed as he came running to her. Louis wrapped his arm around her waist, rocking her a bit but gave her a peck on the cheek, making the fans scream. Sarah smiled and looked back to the crowd.

" Thank you for that Louis, but as I was saying. We want you guys to dance! Sing! Clap! Be apart of this concert!" Sarah said.

" Are you afraid of this crowd, my darling?" Louis asked, causing Sarah to frown.

" No?" She replied, turning to face him.

" Good! Because 'She's Not Afraid' is next!" Louis yelled, cuing the drummer.

The crowd began yelling as the music and beat came on, and Sarah laughed. We went back to our positions and me and the dancers began dancing as Harry began his solo.

" She sneaks out in the middle of the night, yeah

Tight dress with the top cut low

She's addicted to the feeling of letting go

Let it go." Harry winked at me, causing my cheeks to heat up.

Then Louis and Sarah began singing together.

" She walks in and the room just lights up

But she don't want anyone to know

That I'm the only one that get's to take her home

Take her home." Louis twirled Sarah and pecked her on the cheek before running off to the boys.

" But every time I tell her that I want more

She closes the door." Liam sang.

Than Zayn ran up in front of my dance group and began singing.

" She's not afraid of all the attention

She's not afraid of running wild

How come she's so afraid of fallin' in love

She's not afraid of scary movies

She likes the way we kiss in the dark

But she's so afraid of fa-fa-fallin in love

Oooh.".

Then it hit me.. Even if I do forgive Harry, am I really ready to start something again? Am I ready to try all over to give him another chance to prove he's worth it. I still love Harry, and I always will, but I think I'm just afraid of falling in love with him again. To go through the dates, pictures, and small arguments again...

But I think we will just take it slow this time......