CRETE

Chapter 26

It's the next day and I do think  feel like talking to nobody. The stunt that Boat just pulled yesterday wasn't acceptable at all, and I also hurt Camo's feelings and it got me feeling some typa way. College is today and I have to go to lessons and I can't be bothered to go in today, but I have too because my attendance is so bad, and it's best to avoid that court session with my parents.

It's time to wake up. I wake up and then I go to the bathroom and look at myself. What is happening right now? I'm confused. I don't know what I'm doing with myself, I'll be so for real. I don't understand what's going on, but I've gotta stand on business and be a strong woman and really clock what is going on because I've gotta sort this out.

I then get in the shower, brush my teeth and I wore a black hoodie with some black sweats and my Karl Lagerfield black shoes and then I put my hair in a bun, got my Crete backpack and then I wore my silver crete chain and then I left the apartment. I then walk to the car park to look for my car and I see my G Wagon and I get in. I then exhale. Let's see how college is going to go this year.

I then drive off and then after 20 mins, I get to the college. I then go to the library and wait for home room to start. I then see Ammi walking up to me.

Ammi: Hey babe.

"Hey"

Ammi: Now I know when you just say "hey" there's something wrong. What's up, talk to me.

"This friendship group is in shambles. I feel like Gio hates every move I make and then Boat and Camo are in love with me at the same time and it's confusing me but I really just need closure from them"

Ammi: Babe, what happened yesterday?

"Boat kissed me in front of Camo yesterday"

Ammi: He did what?

"I know and Camo thinks I'm using him and now I don't know what to do"

Ammi: So who are you more pushed to?

"I'm more pushed to Camo, because we've both had a crush on each other for a long time but it's like now Boat is falling for my fake flirting with him and ever since I had sex with him, he's just being different now"

Ammi: Babe, all I think you should do is just be honest.

"I don't know how I'm going to do that"

Ammi: See? I would tell you but you know already and you can figure it out for yourself you know

"Are you sure?"

Ammi: You got this.

The bell rang and that means that there was home room. Me and Ammi then walked out together, as soon as we reached outside the library and we reached towards the hallway, we see the rest of the group, Gio, Karrah, Draft, Dc, Camo and Boat. I then look at them and walk with Ammi and we continue to make our way to class.

Gio: Dest-

She really thought that she would get my attention. I'm hanging out with myself, I wanna be alone. I can't do this anymore. I'm still grieving my relationship and I'm already getting attached like there's no tomorrow. Me and Ammi then made our way to the home room in the lecture theatre. We then just sat down at the front because Ammi was wanting to support me. Because she knows how much I need it.

"You can go and sit with the guys upstairs?"

Ammi: No,it's fine you need someone and I'm here, they'll understand.