CRETE

Chapter 19

It's the next day and there's no college today. I feel so hurt by what I saw yesterday. But I don't know why. Josh really hurt me. I'm drinking Casamigos and smoking a blunt and wanting to cry all night and all day. But there's no point. It's really dark outside. It's 2am. I'm going to his house. I'm going to his house. He must think I'm stupid. Imma beat his ass so hard. He xant do this to me.

I bring my Casamigos and my two blunts rolled up ready with me and I went downstairs in my black night dress and my long ass robe and went to my G Wagon to his house. It was an hour drive. We don't have college today so I'm good. He probably does but I'm not going to do this.

It's good I have keys to his house so Imma go in and scream my ass off. I don't give a fuck. I then arrive and take the lift up to his apartment.

"JOSH!!"

No answer.

"JOSH, YOU BETTER BE IN THIS FUCKING APARTMENT, COME LEMME TALK TO YOU"

He then comes out of this room. The lights were on warm orange so I could see him clearly. I smoked my blunt. And drank my bottle. He then took the bottle away from me. Personal by Plaza was playing in the background.

Josh: Why the fuck are you here? Why the fuck are you yelling?

"WHY THE FUCK DID YOU CHEAT?!"

Josh: Destinee, lower your tone.

"NO, No, No you made me upset. I loved you. I told you that I loved you and you do this shit?"

He then takes my bottle and puts it on the counter. I then walk to the kitchen and he follows me and grabs my wrist.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?"

Josh: Baby, I can explain.

"Explain it to me?! Huh! Have you been taking drugs because you really had the nerve to leave the game and go and fuck some other bitch"

Josh: I'm sorry baby, please believe me.

"Explain yourself J, cause you gon piss me off"

Josh: Baby, look, I had an edible before the game and she lured me into fucking her. She drugged me.

"She drugged you? Since when did you take edibles J?"

Josh: I don't take them I swear to you.

He then pulls me close to him and then he grabs my neck. His wifebeater and messy hair combo gets me every time. He really knows how to please me and just tease me.

"Don't do this, please, J, I'm mad at you"

Josh: I love you. And you ain't gon leave me for no body. No nigga gon replace me with you.

I then lick my lips and he bites his lip and pulls me even closer to his face. Our noses touch and I'm teasing him from kissing me. Our mouths are both open. Desperate for each others taste.

"I love you"

Josh: Shh, just focus on me.

I then look at him with his hand on my neck gently just seductively looking at him. Just fighting the urge to kiss him. I don't wanna tempt myself. I then move more forward and tilt my head slightly to indicate that I'm tryna kiss him. Tension is just there. Water by Plaza then plays. I then exhale and his lips then crash against mine. His lips were soft. He then bites my bottom lip. I then laugh because of how attractive that was. He then places me on the counter. He then takes my robe off and continues to make out with me. He then picks me up and we continue to make out until we made it to his room. And from there, the rest is history.