I'm taking a break from social media and finding relaxation

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Dear Haley,

I'm taking a break from social media and finding relaxation. Last night I had a long talk with the Creator and I don't even know where to begin with everything I'm going through. I woke up and decided to talk to The Most High and I received dreams. They were weird and uncomfortable.

I wrote down some questions to ask myself so I can find peace in what I'm doing. I really want to post more on YouTube, but I'm not interested in doing it as much as I would like to. Mainly because I rather find peace in myself. I've been doing some thinking and the best thing for me to do right now is find peace, genuinely.

To not worry about anyone and anybody, and the way I'm feeling is unexplainable. At first I thought about depression because of the way I was feeling, but I'm not sad like that. I'm more bored and feel useless. I like that I have a job. It's simple and it gets the job done. But the more I talk about it, I feel like I'm boring.

The more I look at life, I think life is more about living then being alive. Simply because living is all that we do, and being alive is what we are. Some people may feel deadly while others would rather die. I don't know where to put myself, but I will say that if I don't find peace in my being, I'm not going to feel like living. I want to have fun and enjoy life.

On the positive side of everything, I do hope and believe that I'm in the right path to my dreams and desires. Whether it takes time, or I'm patiently waiting. I know I'm going to be where I want and need to be. So thank you everyone, thank you all, thank you Creator, thank you me. And thank you.

Love,
Haley

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