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Staring up at the ceiling, it was tall as beautiful lights hung down on us. Though it was dark since it was the middle of the night, I could see every expensive little thing in the room. Sleeping on the right, I turned my head to see Felix fast asleep. Not too long ago he gripped onto my arm hearing him grunting and muttering something in his sleep.

Slowly I sat up and exited the room. Immediately I was greeted with dark eyes and a furry face. I smiled and petted the pup, and looked around me. The second floor over looked to the first floor. The rails were glass as they rounded a corner ending. Yet to my left they continued to a balcony, not seeing anyone around I walked over carefully. I slide the glass door open enough for me to get out and Ace.

Sitting down on the egg chair that dangled from a chain, the view over looked the city and beautiful night sky. The stars were so clear to see and the moon was a crescent. I enjoyed it for a little before I felt a vibration on my hand.

' what'

Her tone in text was sent clearly. Annoyed and impatient. I sighed and called her phone. Greeting my mother calm and respectful only to hear her venomous words.

" I just wanted to call you, I have a chance at the moment.."

' don't call me at all. I told you, you left us. You and your moran of a father. Useless' she spat

" I know, I'm trying to keep up though? I found this guy he's great and a bit of an idiot...but he's helped me. My boss raised my pay a bit so I can send more money. Im getting more shows—"

' I don't care you whore! Let the man of yours break you into pieces like you did to me. Let everything you've worked for burn.'

She continued as I stayed silent. I listened knowing I could at least hear she was alive and well-ish. I felt my heart swell in pain. I felt my lungs being ripped away from me. My body only shook as I hide my sobs.

" I'm doing this for me and you mom. I still love you all. I'm trying. What happened to dad wasn't my fault! What he did with those people had nothing to do with me. I begged you to leave but you never listen—"

' I'm Your Mother. I know what is best! You left your sisters and I here. Just like him! Don't think I've forgotten what you did. Don't think for a second, you choose money over us'

I shook my head knowing she couldn't see me. I shook my head knowing she has everything twisted, ever since her own incident. I felt as if something was clawing inside me, it itched and hurt all over again. A soft sob escaped as she hung up right there.

Dropping my phone to my side hearing soft whimpers from Ace. I felt the burning feeling when I left her house. The screams I let out seeing the cops and ambulance. I still don't understand. Not even now or ever. She was blinded by something and I didn't know what.
I hadn't realized my cries got louder. I didn't even realize someone was approaching me.
Sudden warmth of hands, they gently held my face to look up at them.

Cillian?

His voice dripped with concern in his native language. I shook my head and pulled away from him. " I'm fine I'm going back to bed with Felix—"

" did our father scare you?" He spoke; I didn't look at him as Ace came and rested her head on my lap.

" no, he's someone I'm not concerned about. No matter how many threats i receive or how many hits he even wants to do, he isn't a threat—"

" you get hit?" Sebast'yan voice surprised me. Looking at both the brothers, shirtless and full of muscles.

Honestly seeing Felix's body is better.

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