Jeremiah Fisher Imagines ❁

J.F/ the invitation (2)

{Your point of view}

I laid in bed staring up at the ceiling, thinking about how me and belly spoke tonight.
I missed my sister, I missed spending time with her and being able to tell her all my secrets... but she was busy with college and Jeremiah so i understand.
For the sake of my sister I have to force myself to be happy...happy for her and Jeremiah.
This was the most uncomfortable I've ever been, I kept tossing and turning thinking about this upcoming summer.
I shifted my body weight forwards and sat up, finally deciding I wanted to head downstairs and down to the beach.
It was 1am so I was hoping know one else would be up right now.
The house was quiet and dark, I crept my way through the kitchen and out the back door, just before I fully exited the house I heard a "ahem".
My eyes darted and I turned around to see Jeremiah.

There he was, standing in the kitchen.
His ocean blue eyes stayed locked with mine.
"Can't sleep?" I asked,
Jeremiah walked towards me and followed.
"Too much on my mind." Jere replied while slightly glancing my way.
I felt tension and a bit hesitant to reply to his comment.
I made sure to close the back door behind me as we exited the house.
"Y/n? Can we talk? I feel like I have some things to address." Jeremiah asked, my head tilted and I looked down.
"Um sure. Would belly be okay with us walking and talking?" I asked making sure to remind him of boundaries. Jeremiah chuckled, as if it was a joke to him.
We decided to walk down the beach and talk.
I stayed quiet as we began to walk, I couldn't help but look anywhere else. I didn't want to look his way, I didn't want to catch a glimpse of him.

"So what's up?" I spoke breaking the silence.
Jeremiah gulped quite loudly.
"I hope he doesn't break your heart." Jeremiah mentioned, my face turned red and I kept quiet. I found it funny that Jeremiah assumed that I was hooking up with Conrad.
"I'm not seeing Conrad." I scoffed back, Jeremiah stopped walking.
"You're not? You two seem like you're into each other, I see the way he looks at you." Jeremiah replied with a hint of jealousy.
A heavy sigh escaped my lips as we continued to walk again.
"Even if me and Connie were together, it shouldn't be your concern Jere. You're the one who broke it off." I replied snappy, Jeremiah clenched his jaw.
"Jere, You're the one who couldn't handle a long distance relationship while we went off to college, and so when belly joined you at Finch you fell for her instead." I reminded him coldly.
"And unlike you, Conrad actually visits me at my campus. But here we are... You're marrying my sister and should be as happy as ever, because my sister is the best." I replied, Jeremiah agreed.

"Belly is the best... And I saw the way she was staring at Conrad earlier, it made me re-think about the wedding." Jeremiah spoke, I dropped my hands down out of frustration.

"Please don't break my sister's heart like you broke mine. Be certain that you want this." I pleaded, Jeremiah struggled to reply.

"I'm not even sure belly wanted this. After seeing her with Conrad earlier, something shifted. I can't get you off my mind. After we broke up I drowned myself with sadness and drank as much as I could, partied as much as I could... So when belly joined as a freshman she sort of brought me back to who I am. " Jeremiah explained, my head and heart began to ache.

"I want you back y/n." Jeremiah commented, I felt as if my heart froze up, a dry lump formed in my throat. I didn't know how to reply to him.

"Jeremiah, I don't know how to reply- You don't need to reply, I just wanted you to know. Clearly I have some more thinking to do, and I need to have a talk with belly. Just know I'm still in love with you, I have to sort out myself." Jeremiah explained, I bit my lip slightly.

"Let's head back now. We need some sleep." Was all I could say to the blue eyed boy.

{ Jeremiah point of view }

"Goodnight." Y/n mouthed before heading upstairs, I smiled at her. Nothing but butterflies everytime I looked at her, admiring her beauty and aura.
Was I truly in love with belly? Or was she there at the right time and place? was belly even in love with me? Or was I the distraction after her and Conrad's break up? So many questions running through my mind.
I think me and belly should talk... Because i'll be marrying the wrong girl.

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Here's part 2! Sorry it took so long.