After enduring constant fighting and mistreatment from Damian, I reached a breaking point. Mentally exhausted and feeling overwhelmed, I realized that going through pregnancy alone was something I couldn't bear. Filled with a sense of desperation, I made the difficult decision to leave everything behind and start fresh.
With fear lurking in the background, I was determined to create a new life for myself, one that would be far better than the one I had found myself in. I ran away without a specific destination in mind, but I knew deep down that I needed to escape from whatever toxic situation I was in. As I embarked on this journey, the weight of my past mistakes began to haunt me, filling me with guilt.
Feeling lost and burdened, I found myself seeking solace at my father's gravesite. With tear-stained cheeks, I cried out, longing to release the weight that held onto me. At that moment, it felt as if my dad's presence enveloped me, providing me with a comforting warmth. Taking a deep breath, I gathered myself together, finding a renewed sense of determination.
Hours later, I decided to book a bus ticket to South Carolina, a step towards a fresh start. As I boarded the bus, a deep voice broke through my thoughts, asking if I was okay, noting my swollen cheeks and red eyes. I turned to face the source of the voice and was met with a warm smile and dimples on display. " Xavier," he introduced himself, extending his hand. Nervously, I shook his hand and mumbled my name, Chaisty, before turning my gaze towards the window.
Xavier persisted, his curiosity evident. "What's a pretty girl like you looking like someone just broke your heart?" he asked. I shook my head, not wanting to delve into my struggles. "There's not much to say. I'm just moving down south," I replied, hoping he would catch the hint. However, instead of understanding, his laughter filled the silent bus, making me feel like a joke. Irritated, I rolled my eyes and shifted uncomfortably in my seat, desperately wanting to find some peace.
"Can you please leave me alone? I just want to get some sleep," I requested, hoping he would take the hint this time. Finally, Xavier obliged, putting on his headphones and leaving me in solitude. With a sigh of relief, I closed my eyes and drifted off into a much-needed slumber, the weariness of my journey finally catching up to me.
As the bus finally arrived at our destination, a jolt of anxiety coursed through me when a large hand touched my shoulder. I instinctively recoiled, unsure of what awaited me. But to my surprise, Xavier's touch was gentle and comforting. He spoke in a reassuring voice, letting me know that we had arrived and expressing concern for my well-being. His genuine care touched my heart.
Unable to hold back my emotions any longer, I shook my head and let the tears flow freely from my eyes. Without saying a word, Xavier took my hand and helped me up, guiding me off the bus. His offer to stay with him until I figured things out was unexpected and kind. In that vulnerable moment, I felt a glimmer of hope.
Looking back now, I realize that agreeing to stay with him was my first mistake. Blinded by my need for support and a temporary refuge, I failed to see the warning signs. The first few days seemed like a dream, as Xavier appeared to be caring and understanding.
However, by the second month, his true colors began to emerge, revealing a darkness I had not anticipated. It was as if an evil presence had finally unmasked itself, shattering the illusion of safety and stability.
Xavier had completely changed and in that moment all I could think about was Damian and what he had said. I found myself back in the same predicament that I once was with Chris.
I realized I had some bad intentions, wanting to be loved for what I used to be by people who weren't worthy of my time. Did I truly love myself? Did I know my self-worth?
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Bad Intentions
Ficción GeneralChasity is a resilient and courageous woman who has endured countless hardships and challenges, only to find herself surrounded by individuals with malicious intentions. Will the right person finally save Chasity or will she be stuck in this endless...