(Tw: panic attack?? I guess idk if that's a trigger)
Madis pov:
It had been a good day me and melanie watched movies like we always to we had some good talks nothin went wrong today i was happy all day i wasnt even nervous today but all the sudden i wake up at 2am in a panic i feel my heart beating fast and my throat tightening i try to tell myself that its just a panic attack and im okay i just need to breath but it only got worse tears stream down my face as i try and breathe but only end up hyperventilating i try and do as my sister charlie always told me and just to smell the flowers pretend you were in a Beautiful Meadow. She used to tell me this when our parents would fight or when they were mad at me or Charlie. I always think about Charlie, but for some reason, I think about her. This scenario only made me more panicked and missed her more. I haven't spoken to Charlie since I left. She's tried reaching out, but I think our parents made her block me I grab my bunny stuffie that mel got for me on my birthday and hold it tight to my chest i cant stop i feel like i cant breathe and im getting light headed then mel walks in the room she immediately goes to my side "breath baby okay breath with me 1...2...3..." After doing this many times, i calmed down. melanie rubs my back as i lean on her."What happened?" Mel asks,"i dont know. i just woke up like this, " i say, genuinely confused."Okay... want me to stay with you tonight?" I nod, and she tucks me back to sleep, kissing my forhead."Just go to sleep. im here, "
AN: i know it's short, sorry
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♡•you found me • melanie martinez• ♡
FanfictionMelanie found you crying and decided to take you in. She helped you and most importantly loved you. TW: SH, ED NO SMUT SORRY. This is also based off some character ai chats
