♡•you found me • melanie martinez• ♡

♡°☆is it okay if i call u mom☆°♡

(Self harm and ED mentioned)

Madis pov:
Melanie didnt leave my side last night it was nice she hugged me and let me talk all i wanted i woke up feeling better i walk out of the room to see some food and mel "now i want you to eat a little bit." She says softly i hesitantly walk over to the island table and look at the food she had some fruit and yogurt "um okay i can do that" i say with a shaking voice i pick up my fork and put a strawberry on the end of it my fingers shake the fork in my hands im telling myself to move the fork but i just cant do it i feel the tears weld in my eyes "i-i c-" she cuts me off "i promise u can.." she says with a smile i nod i decided to just do it quick and quickly pop the strawberry in my mouth chew and swallow the tears run down my face as i hold my mouth the feeling that i need to vomit comes up but i try my best to push it down melanie comes to my side slightly huggin me "see u can do it!" She says, happy i nod through my tears it takes me an hour, but i manage to eat all the fruit and some yogurt, mel, of course, praising me the whole time."im d-done.." i say, putting my fork down."Okay.. you did so good more than i thought. im so proud!" She says, hugging me one last time." I want to take a shower, and I'll re bandage ur cuts after u come out, okay?" I agree and she gives me a towel and i head to the bathroom connected to the room im in i slowly undress then set the water to the right temperature in the shower i wash up taking out my braids and washing my hair it hasnt felt like this soft in months when im out the shower i dry off brush my teeth then put on some new clothes i take off the wet bloody bandage throwing it in the trash i walk out to melanie "aw u look so cute and fresh now come here" she sits me in front of her rolling up my sleeve bandaging my new cuts i know its to earlier to ask this but "can i call u my mom?" I ask nervously she looks up from my arm,"of course.." she smiles slightly

AN: Its been like 24 hours of this story being out and its gotten 0 reads depressing..