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Forty Seven : He loved me.

Triggering content ahead,

Before I had even opened my eyes, the pain in my skull caused them to squint further, everything came crashing down in my mind as if my already throbbing brain was put on a bonfire, my breath getting shallower the more I tried to open my eyes, and when I did, the reality greeted me like a harsh slap.

I was not in my room.

I was in that old building,

in the room where Rosé was kept.

My eyes were stuck on her figure.

I had not realised I stopped breathing until my chest started to hurt a little too much.

The sight in front of me was... horrendous. She was on the ground in front of me, sprawled, injured, blood pooling around her pale and lifeless figure, her eyes opened, wide and void of any emotion as they stared back at me, hauntingly.

My voice hitched, and I felt a striking pain in my palms, I forced my watery eyes to look down at my hands, a gasp leaving my lips as I watched in horror a knife was placed in my hands, covered in blood, I immediately threw it away and crawled back in fear, I stared at my hands, my own blood was mixing with the blood that stained my hands earlier.

I breathed heavily, panting and trying to figure out what was happening. Why was I here? Rosé....I crawled towards her, my insides churning at the sight of her, "Rosé.." I called softly, not even daring to touch her.

My eyes further widened when I stared at the blood that was around her head, with my shaky hands, I touched her head and retracted my hand instantly. A broken sob left my lips.

But I collected the remaining courage again and lifted her head, only to shriek out and back away with wide eyes and my heart beating loudly in my ear.

Her head was ripped open egregiously as if someone stabbed her multiple times, the sight left me bawling my eyes out, her eyes were still gawking back at me, but only now I had realised she was no more. She was killed. The broken angel whom Taehyung was trying so hard to protect was gone. His last hope was gone. His beloved sister, his happiness was gone, I shook my head rapidly, not believing any of this.

My broken sobs were echoing in the whole room, this pain was unbearable, my head was spinning, and my voice hitched when suddenly the door was opened with a thud.

I looked up in his eyes, his shocked eyes.

I sobbed painfully, my breath still heavy and my whole body shaking while he took in the sight in front of him. The gut-wrenching sight. I had no strength to even get up and hug him, while he kept standing there, numbed down with pain, I bit my lip until it was bleeding but the pain in my heart was more excruciating, Jimin and Jin came running towards her, their hands shook violently before they gripped onto her lifeless figure, a scream leaving their mouth once they saw the sight of her sprawled head, crying hysterically, Jin pulled her in his embrace, caressing her forehead and leaving a lingering kiss on her pale skin.

They kept telling her that they love her. To wake up, to not leave them behind, I was uncontrollably sobbing and watching the most powerful men cry vulnerably while holding their sister in their arms, begging her to not leave them, every single cry that left their lips left me with a striking pain, but Taehyung still stood by the door, not even moving a muscle, "T-taehyung.." I called while crying and all the heads snapped in my direction as if they had not even noticed I was there.

They stared at me, with eyes that did not speak any warmth, they were cold, glaring, and accusing and the clutches of anxiety were spreading across my veins, I was unable to think straight, a stream of tears continuing to roll down my cheeks, "What are you doing here?" Jin asked, his voice not at all sweet like usual, it was shaky, threatening and deep. I gulped the heavy lump in my throat, his eyes roamed around my bloody hands and then the knife that lay beside me.