Abandonment

Hatty and Henry

Tw: sexual assault and rape

My dad and Hatty are heading out to the bar even though Hatty's underage my dad made him a fake ID. Whenever they went they would always come back waisted and I bear the brunt of it every single time I can't even hide from them they always find me and then it's even worse and even longer I've tried locking myself in the bathroom before but they just broke the door nothing could stop them.

All I could think about was what they where going to do to me and I started having these stupid flash backs where I start crying and screaming cause the flashbacks feel so real I'm not sure what's worse to just do as they say in the hope they will get bored quicker or to try fight them off as best I can both options where almost as bad as each other if I tried to fight them off it would get it into their minds that I needed to have the attitude fucked out of me but if I said nothing it was almost the same response but they took it as a green tick that I didn't try fight them of.

Whenever they would come back I would feel so bad for Harry as he knew he couldn't do anything but sit and wait till they had gone to try and help me last time he tried to stop them they tied him to a chair and forced him to watch the whole thing and they did it for longer than they have ever done before so all he can do is sit in his room and listen so he can tell when they where gone at least I was knocked out for some I was suddenly pulled from these thoughts when I hear the front door slamming and heard there footsteps they sounded angry so I knew I was in for it and I try to pretend to be asleep in the off chance they'll leave me alone but much to my despair they head straight to my cupboard and drag me out by my hair to the living room. That's when I noticed my dad had a really red face and cuts too so I knew it would be even worse than I thought.

I was then chucked to the floor trying not to cry then Hatty came over to me and said I don't want any nonsense from you, you whore and started to unbuckle his trousers my dad slouching on the sofa watching that's when Hatty pulls my hair causing me to yell out in pain which seemed to please his twisted brain and he had that stupid smirk on his face with that evil glint in his eyes and I tensed up which he felt and laughed. He then orders me to undress which I knew better than to refuse if I did they would do it anyway and make sure it was painful as I began to undress shakily my dad not that I want to call him that but I tried to call him by his name and it was a never ending circle yelled at me to hurry up so I do scared of what he would do this time if I didn't this seemed to turn him on and he started to undress and told my brother to wait his turn and forced himself into me so quickly that I screamed in pain which he just thrust deeper at I couldn't control my tears at this point and they where running down my face which caused my brother to snear at me and ask if he can get involved to to this I started crying even harder biting my lips so hard to try stifle the cries . my dad says yes that he can do anything but I'm at the front for not to which they both laughed I felt so sick just at there words and my dad but if I threw up over the carpet there would be hell to pay. 

i try to zone out and ignore the pain but I couldn't not with both of them at it then I heard the door open and tried to turn my head to look but I didn't need to I heard her voice and she decided to tell me to shut up and that I deserved it to which I bite my tongue so hard so not to cry or retort back both of which would end badly then she came over to me and said i asked you a question answer it will you shut up and take what you deserve to which i say yes ma am sorry to which she tuts saying that I'm a worthless whore and slapped me so hard across the face that I passed out when I come back around I am alone but I know this game and don't move till my mum dad and Hatty come over to me and start all over again no knowing the time I just tried to keep my face empty of emotion in which they can use as an excuse but despite this my mum said are you not going to acknowledge us you whore to which I said the same old yes sorry ma am then Hatty and my dad pushed in at the same time as deep as they could to which I scream and cry at and give in and beg them to leave me alone to which seemed to make them even more mad I knew I shouldn't of done that why did I think it would work now god I am an idiot . Then finally after what felt like forever they left me to clean up the mess I was bleeding but I couldn't let it get on anything.

That's when harry walks in looking as if he had been crying and I said that I was so sorry to which he responded its not your fault let me hep you. how long I ask to which the answer shocks me they had been at it taking in turns for 27 hours they had never done it for that long before no wonder why I felt numb. I start to panic what if they got me pregnant to which my brother hands me a box its a pill to which I am barely able to swallow then I try to get up and fall straight over to which harry picks me up and takes me to my cupboard I try to resist but with not really able to move there's not much I could do he insists he will clean up after them and rushes off.

sorry this got very dark very quickly I am going to try write some fluff in the next chapter if there's anything I can do to improve my writing or any ideas that I could incorporate into the story please let me know xoxo Emma