i genuinely cannot express how much i hate having BAD paranoia bro
so there is a fucking spider n my room and i almost shit myself trying to get the hell off of my bed cs it was LITERALLY ABOVE MY HEAD ON MY PILLOW. anyways so rn im sitting on my office chair scared as shit and b4 i actually sat down i actually had to search every damn inch of this chair
i have had people genuinely tell me, "omg i wish i had paranoi" (for like attention reasons ig) and shit makes me so mad like wtf do you mean you want to stay awake for the rest of the night because of the TINIEST little bug ever??? like wtf do you mean that you WANT to not be able to take a damn shower because of the smallest noises and shit LIKE HUHH💀
anyways so like if you're awake rn hit me up please!!