Only If I Could Unlove You

Chapter 11:Pain in your eyes

The day went back really fast and soon Prissy got home. After what happened in the cafeteria,Prissy didn't bump into Jay again which was a relief to her. Being seen with him and having rumors spread was the last thing she needed

She went straight to her room and immediately dropped her bag on her bed. She removed her hoodie and walked into her learning table.

Prissy's room wasn't that huge. She had a middle sided bed with two pillows and   lots of fluffy teddy bears spread messily on it. Beside the bed at the left side was a small table which had a cute lamp and a purple alarm clock. And on the other side was a purple bean bag. Her room was painted purple and black and had pictures of bears and her favorite musician, Alexander Stewart and Tatiana manaöis on the wall. At the other corner of her room was a huge closet and beside it was her shoe rack.

She turned on her computer and searched for a song. She connected it to her bluetooth speaker and played (Day I die - by Alexander Stewart).

(Music beats)♪♪
Took a long turn this evening,
Kinda hope I'd catch you leaving,
Coz part of me is still believing,
You'll call me sometime,
Hm...

(Song continues)

No one knows but she loves singing. When she was little,she remembers singing with her dad tho she didn't even know how to pronounce some on the words in the song. She remembers the way her dad would laugh when she sings off pitch. The way he'd look at her with a warm smile and tell her that she'll be a very good singer when she turns older. The way he'd hug and tickle her making her laugh like no other.

( Song lyrics)♪

I'm terrified,
That I'll look back in ten years time,
And still be holding on to every single memory,
While you're holding onto someone who isn't me,
I won't lie,
I look for you in strangers eyes,
It kills me you didn't even care you had to say goodbye,
But I know that it'll haunt me till the day I die,

(Music continues...)

She quietly listened to the song when she felt her phone vibrate in her pocket.
She took it out and saw it was a message from the unknown number...

Unknown number:...Nobody would understand your pain till they see it from your point of view.

Somehow the message comforted her a bit. She didn't know who this guy was or what he wants but... talking to him makes her forget everything wrong in her life

Prissy: And where did you steal that quote from? *rolling eyes emoji*

Unknown number: Ah just saw it somewhere....and it reminded me of someone *smiley*

Prissy: Oh you don't say. Wy did you send it to me?

Unknown number:... because it reminded me of you.

Prissy didn't expect this answer and didn't know how to respond. She was thinking about what to say when she received another message.

Unknown number: others might not see it,love. But I do....the pain in you eyes. You're reminded of something.... something that broke you and made you the person you are right now.

Prissy just stared at the message. Reading it made her feel strange. It was as if her heart was tightening. He was right. Everytime, she's reminded of the fact that no one...not even her parents want her and it hurts

Prissy: Prey tell,what makes you think that?

Unknown number:....I have eyes,love. I'm not blind.
What's up with you and the new guy anyway? You two gained a lotta attention today....*emoji with the raised eyebrow*

Prissy's mood suddenly became sour and she typed...

Prissy: There's nothing up with he and I...

Unknown number: Didn't look like it....

Prissy: I don't care what you think!!!

She was annyed

Unknown number :Chill girl..... just asking

She placed her phone down on the desk and stared hard at the computer.

Unknown to her...that was the beginning of a new friendship with her stalker