Our Blank Past (A Blank The Series Fanfiction)

Tethered To You

Khun Neung/Ar'Nueng ~ 37

Anueng/Neung ~ 22

Ep. 6 (1-?)

Surprise! New book. Hope you enjoy.
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Narrator's POV:

Khun Nueng's legs felt like jelly but she moved them forward as her breath quickened with haste.

She felt as if she wasn't moving fast enough as she heard sirens on the other line; tears prickled her eyes as she tries to hold back her sobs of desperation.

She had to get to Anueng.

She has to be alive.

She couldn't just leave her. Right?

After all they just declared their love for each other, on a radio station of all things.

No. Of course Anueng wouldn't leave her. She was a fighter. She fought for their love, even though Khun Neung didn't.

She wouldn't leave me. Not now.

Khun Nueng's mind raced as she drove to the hospital hoping to catch the ambulance A'Nueng would be in. Luckily, she had made it just in time to see the ambulance pull up to the entrance.

Khun Nueng jumped out of her car and raced towards the people taking Anueng out of the back of the vehicle onto a gurney.

She followed alongside them as they rushed Anueng into the building.

"Nueng! Nueng your going to be alright, your going to be ok!" The older woman repeated, almost hysterically.

Khun Nueng's heart clenched at blood surrounding her Nueng's head. Holding back her tears she squeezed Anueng's hands tightly, following closely as they wheeled the young girl down the halls.

Khun Nueng tried following them into the emergency room but was stopped in her tracks by one of the nurses.

"I'm sorry, but you can't go inside." She said.

"No! Nueng!" Khun Neung called out her her.

"I'm sorry, you can't." The nurse said, looking at her with pity.

"Please, let me see her for a few more seconds!" She pleaded.

"You're not allowed to go inside, please wait here." The nurse insisted.

She guided the Sippakorn to sit down and Khun Nueng followed, feeling her legs going weak.

Khun Nueng sat down heavily in the chair, willing herself to breathe so she didn't start hyperventilating.

"Here, these are her belongings." The nurse said, handing Anueng's phone to Khun Neung.

She stared at the bloodied phone inside the small plastic bag as the nurse rushed inside of the emergency room.

Khun Nueng clutched the item to her chest as sobs and cries of pleas racked her body.

What have I done?

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Many things happened over the span of an hour.

Khun got yelled at and reprimanded by P'fah and Khun Chet.

Got slapped by Anueng's grandmother, and got kicked out from being with Anueng.

She pleaded for forgiveness, pleaded for her innocence.

She has wondered what she has done wrong.

All she ever did was love Anueng.

Care for her. Cried for her. Cried over her.

But her pleas and cries were met with bitterness and anger.

Khun Nueng went back home that day in misery. Her heart felt so empty; her mind dark and spiraling.

She felt cold, mentally and physically, as if a part of her had vanished; leaving her naked and uncovered. Khun Nueng has never felt so sensitive before.

Khun Nueng walked into her home and up the stairs like a zombie all the way to her room, as Auntie Nim watched helplessly.

She had made it into her room in a sluggish pace, opening and closing the door behind her. She walked over to her bed and her eyes fell onto the plushie Anueng has given her for her 37th birthday.

Tears rolled Khun Nueng's eyes and she climbed onto the bed and grabbed the big white dog, looking at it sadly.

"I'm sorry." She whispered.

She held it tightly, kissing the top of it's head. She squeezed her eyes shut, willing her tears to stop, but they didn't.

Khun Neung cries silently as she laid down with the plush wrapped tightly in her arms.

Her mind was in a whirlwind. How did things go south this fast. She was just talking to Anueng, on her phone, confessing their love to each other.

And now she was laying in her bed, crying on whether she would ever be with her again.

See her eyes, hear her voice.

Their relationship was rough from the start, and there were lots of problems from the beginning to the end, but they had overcome them.

But now, it was all taken away.

Anueng got taken away from her.

Khun Nueng hugged the stuffed animal tightly, a sob escaping her mouth.

She wished she could go back, stop all of this from happening. Anueng had been in enough pain from her rejections and and poor choices in the past, and now she was in the hospital because of her.

Even though Khun Nueng loved Anueng and brought her joy she realized she also brought her lots of pain too.

Khun Neung cried herself to sleep that day. Wishing she could just take all of Anueng's pain away, undo her past mistakes and make up for her wrong doings.

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A/N

Yo!

This is a book based on a GL Series called 'Blank the Series.'

I absolutely love the show and decided to make an alternate version of it at dead of night in my bed, so...

This was definitely an impulsive decision.

This is a reimagined version of episode 6 of season 2 onward, and will be the only episode from here on out of the second season.

What do you mean it'll be the only episode from season 2?

Well, keep reading to find out..