Emotions.

Depression

What is depression?

It's like being caged while every one look on and walks by.

It's like looking through a window pane.

It's like watching a movie where every one gets a happy ending but you.

It's waking up with screaming with in your head and it becomes a normal occurrence.

It's not feeling of being alone in a crowded room.

It's more like feeling alone when you speak and touch another person.

It's screaming in to your pillow and crying into your arms.

It's like drowning while you can see every one else breathing around you.

It's the feeling I hopelessness that you shed with every tear.

It's the what ifs that echo in your head.

Its the feeling of seeing everyone as a hero and you being the villain.

It make you crazy.

The sducidal thoughts that you fight off.

The urge to cut and the urge to never hope again.

Sometimes it's not even depressing what caused the depression, maybe it's the suppression of who you are. Perhaps it's the parents that hate you or the parents you hate, or maybe even yet it may just be nothing and your just depressed. Or maybe your just faking, maybe its your music, maybe its the people your with, and maybe your just an attention whore. Who knows....

I was asked what depression was by a friend and so it got me thinking and I wrote this.