Emotions.

My Darling

*NATIONAL SUICIDE PREVENTION WEEK*

So here's my poem.

WARNING: Triggering content.

We're raised in a world

Believing that we will never find love.

We are damaged and we are strange

No one will accept us

Not a single person

We just want to be heard

As you rip off our wings

Because you don't want us to fly to the top of the world.

We cry because we don't know who we are

Whore, loser, cunt, slag, slut, fat ass, faggot, emo, dyke, freak

These word are thrown around like try mean nothing

But can you understand can you truly comprehend,

The vast seriousness as these children they turn to drugs

Self harm, taking a razor and painting a woeful picture on there skin.

Staving to where we can see their beautifully painted bones.

Whore, loser, cunt, slag, slut, fatass, faggot, emo, dyke, freak

They write a note and it reads...

"Mom and dad i'm sorry for being a big mistake, for being the cause of your divorce, my problems too much to take. I'm sorry I'm not as smart as brother or sister. I'm sorry to the bullies, I'm sorry I ruined your life, I'm sorry I infected your air. But you'll get your wish tonight, you air will be clean. My dear, my darling, my dearest friend, my rock, thank you so much for all you have done. Know I love you, and blame no one but me for my cowardice move. But now I have to say goodbye. Can you hear that music, I suppose you can't but if it still plays, it means the world to me. But now good bye because I have to go. But darling will you answer this one last question........If I kill myself can I still go to heaven?....Goodbye and farewell.

Xxx

And their friend will call out to God that their friend is pure and they will pray, "Please let my darling get to heaven." And parents will ask "Please let my darling child stay in heaven." And bullies will pray for their own bliss, as the weight of their sins lays upon their chest.