Emotions.

No color

The voices scream in her ear.

"BITCH, CUNT, WHORE ,LOSER, IDIOT, UGLY, PEICE OF SHIT,"

She's so small and she doesn't understand.

And there's cracks in her mind. Like the cracks in the walls that daddy's daughter BEAT her in.And she's pressing the gauze to her bloody beaten lips.

As these words race around her mind like the race horse she saw in a commercial one time. She's screaming and bleeding on the hallway floor. The door gets knocked in. As she's screaming at her self.

"BITCH, CUNT, WHORE ,LOSER, IDIOT, UGLY, PEICE OF SHIT,"

Fast forward.

Play.

She's all alone and the guy on the corner tells her of a beautiful life he's leading. He means to not disrespect he as...He tells her stories from the bible and of John and Mary.

She wants so desperately to believe.

But what pours from her mouth is not what they expect.

"I TURNED TO YOUR GOD! He had his chance to save me, but I'm like a broken recored now, and YOUR GOD has given me no home. Or hope. So I'll sell my soul for diamonds to shower my baby girl in. Because she is my angel, and MAYBE THATS WHAT YOUR GOD SENT ME! But your God has long given up on me."

And as she walks away..... Someone chases after her, as the masses yell

"BITCH, CUNT, WHORE ,LOSER, IDIOT, UGLY, PEICE OF SHIT,"

Fast forward.

Play.

She's sitting on the bus bench, shivering. Her daughter next to her, sleeping soundly.

And she looks around and all she sees is black and white.

Fast forward.

Play.

She's sitting in the dark. A man walks in, he turns on the light.

They start to scream at the other.

And he says. 'Why can't your see the beauty?'

And she replies.....

"I tried so HARD TO SEE COLOR. I tried to see through these colorless lenses. I TRIED, BABY I TRIED. But I can't, I can only see this colorless world. YOU WANT ME TO SEE IT? Well what is there to see? YOUR GOD? Because I gave him a chance to save me. I GAVE HIM A CHANCE TO LET ME SEE COLOR. But I'm sorry for me it's just me and my baby. I love you truly but besides her voice all I can hear is..."BITCH, CUNT, WHORE ,LOSER, IDIOT, UGLY, PEICE OF SHIT,"

Fast forward.

Play.

She's alone again, no daughter, no home, no color.