Complicated

Chapter 5

Present day

September 23rd 2023
Houston TX
Beyonce

This affair has been going on for 3 years now, and since 2021 we have tried stopping like 5 other times, but every time we would say we can't do this again, we did do it again, then again and again and again, every time we said we can't do this again we always ended up doing it again, and now we are here in present time, cuddling after she just fucked me so good in my Houston presidential suite. 

It's definitely a messy situation especially with me and Jay "fixing" our problems, but I was already too deep into this to just cut it off and now I never want to. My kids love Megan and Jay's oblivious so who cares. Plus, Jay is probably cheating on me again anyway, so I should be able to do whatever I want, including sleep with a girl under his management. 

We just can't stay away from each other. We always say we are just having casual sex, and just fucking with no strings attached when we link, but I always feel like we are making love, which makes it hard to not fall for her and get my heart involved, I'm so confused. 

Like we kiss regularly even when we aren't having sex, and it's not like any regular ole kiss, it's like the kisses that give you butterflies and have you begging for more. I would really hope she isn't kissing me the way she has kissed her previous casual sex partners. 

"Baby when will I see you again" I ask knowing it will be a while since I'm on tour for 8 more days. 

"Well, you have about a week left of tour, and I know you're probably gonna go to Paris to unwind, and I have a few music videos to film next month, so I don't know" I look at her with sad eyes and a pout. I wanna ask her if she wants to come with me to Paris, but I know she has obligations, and I feel it might be a little awkward because it will be me, Jay and the kids. 

"What's on your mind mama" I snap out of my thoughts and look up at her. "Um, I was just thinking it would be nice if you could come to Paris with us, stupid I know, the idea just sounds nice" I cuddle back into her chest as she messages my scalp. 

"You know what, that actually isn't stupid at all, it actually sounds really nice, I can probably push some of my videos up so I can go with y'all if you really want me to" I look up at her before sitting all the way up and straddling her body. 

"Are you being serious, like you wanna go, even with Jay and the kids being there" I asked in shock. 

"Yeah, I love the kids, and me and Jay are cool so why not" I smile so big and tackle her with a hug kissing all over her face. We are gonna have so much fun.

2 weeks later

October 7th 2023
Los Angeles CA
Beyonce

As I'm walking my stuff to my room door so it can be taken downstairs, I remembered that I needed to tell Jay that Megan was coming with us. I know what you're probably thinking, but I wanted to let him know at the very last minute so he couldn't say no, plus I already changed all the arrangements. 

"Shawn" I called out. Minutes later he walks in and sits on our bed. "Wassup" he responds giving me all his attention. 

"I wanted to let you know that Meg was coming with us today" I tell him nonchalantly. 

"What!" he looks at me like I'm crazy, but I just continue grabbing my wallet and passport. 

"I said Meg is co-" he cuts me off. "I heard what you said, but why the hell is she coming, this is supposed to be family time" I can hear the irritation in his voice. 

"Because I asked her to come, it's not like you're going anyway" He looks at me shocked. 

"How d-" I cut him off. "I heard you last night, talking about how you were gonna go about telling me you can't go" He just stares at me while I continue. 

"In all honesty, I didn't have to tell you she was coming because you would have never known since you aren't coming, so be happy I did" I put all my important stuff in my purse and headed towards the door. I hear Jay get up, and he walks over to me stopping me from walking out. 

"Bey I'm really sorry, something work related came up and I have to go" He pleads, but I honestly don't believe him, and truthfully, I really couldn't care less. It's not like I'm not cheating on him also. 

"Sure you do, but it's fine, me Megan and the kids are gonna have a great time" I say walking past him. 

"Wait Bey, is she really going" I hate when he asks dumb ass questions, like why would I say she is going if she isn't. 

"Of course, you thought I just pulled that out of my ass" I roll my eyes, I'm starting to get irritated. 

"Bey, I don't really think that's a good idea" he admits, and I just stare at him. 

"And why is that" I really don't want to know, but I have 10 minutes before we need to leave, and all I want is for him to say his peace now and get this over with so he will leave me alone during the trip. 

"Cause Bey..." He just looks at me. He is really wasting my time. 

"Cause what, spit it out already, I have to go" I'm really finna walk out on his ass. 

"Cause Bey, I think she has a crush on you" I just look at him like he's crazy. I didn't do all those acting classes for nothing. 

"Boy bye, stop projecting we are just close" I mean I didn't lie, plus Meg definitely doesn't just have a crush on me. 

"Bey bu-" I cut him off. "I'm not entertaining your bs Shawn I gotta go" I walk out without letting him say anything else. Things couldn't have worked out better, cause now me and Megan can do whatever we want.

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We are back in present time, and things are really getting started. What do you think is gonna happen during this trip. Do you think Jay really had work to do. Do y'all think Bey is right about Megan only seeing her as a casual sex partner. Let me know and I hope y'all enjoyed.

Thoughts?

Beyonce

Jay