My Flower (lams)

First day

Hi, I'm John laurens, I'm gay. and I'm in collage, its my first year in this specific collage. I'm studying for graphic design and they are leading me to my dorm.. that's the recap im going to give you because i'm sure you'll learn the rest. 

"This is your dorm, you have a dormmate, Mr Hamilton" a man, I learned his name earlier.. Mr washing machine i think it was, I don't know but I walk into my dorm anyway and put my stuff down as Mr. Washing machine leaves. I see a boy sitting with his back turned to me writing something at a quick speed. "hi," I say to him "I'm John Laurens, your new dormmate." *I continue and he turns around

holy shit.

hes fucking.. perfect

 I look at him as he speaks, all I can remember is his name and where he told me to put my stuff..

after I sit on my bed I just stare at him, his beautiful brown eyes they reminded me of chocolate. his hair, which I cant tell if its black or brown, is pulled back into a tight ponytail which is cute because I have my hair done that way too. I can't even read what he's writing because he's writing so fast.. his sweet laugh when he-

laurens snap out of it.

I grab my phone and decide to get on it.. and get my mind off of him.. him...him.

wow.. I don't even know this man and look a me.. I'm gonna tell my friend about this and I already know what they're gonna say

pegz: "simp"

knew it.

Turtles4lief:"shut up Peggy! I am not a simp."

pegz: "whatever toots ur horn"

Turtles4lief: "ugh.. who's your roomie?"

pegz: "this hot chick, Maria reynolds."

Turtles4lief: "how the hell you gonna call me a simp?"

pegz: "like this, simp"

turles4lief: "ok well imma go now"

I roll my eyes and turn off my phone, I look back over to Alexander and he stopped writing. "so what are you studying..?" I say trying to keep my cool "law, you?" I stop for a second, his voice is so damn fi- "graphic design" I mutter before I can finish my thought "mm so ur gay?" my head darts up as he said that, he's right but how did.."how did you know..?" my heart rate speeding up "graphic design, you were scrolling through your Pinterest and-" he starts about my Pinterest and I cut him off "okay I get it!" i blurt out and he laughs "its fine, I'm not homophobic," he laughs out and I let out a sigh of relief ald start to laugh with him.

when we get done laughing I turn back to get my things unpacked and I can feel his eyes on me, I smile a bit and when I get done unpacking I lay down in bed, he lays in his and I just lay there for a minute trying to match his breathing and eventually fall asleep.