Forever With Me

Chapter 11 ~ I Hope

As I was panting into Justin's arms from running as fast as I could away from my killer mother while he holds me I try to explain what's going on but I can't stop crying to even speak one word, I can't , as I walk into the the door of Justin's house justin still holding me tightly in his safe arms we sit down together on the couch right next to the tv when the show " Criminal Minds " comes one which for the record is not helping out my situation ! , as Justin finally lets go of me from his brief arms I look up into his deep brown eyes, dame he is so cute , he says frantically

" what happened I never saw you this scared before "

I look at him and hesitate for a moment and say

" when I was walking trying to clear my head my mom saw me "

I stop for a moment feeling that I was going to burst out into tears

" she .. yelled my name and then started chasing me with a knife in her hand "

With blunt tears in my eyed looking down at my hand quivering from how frightened I was , I feel Justin's warm and comforting hand on my back as I look up at him in despair and he says

" don't worry I will be okay I have a plan I promise "

I didn't really understand what that meant " I have a plan " ?

But I just hugged him and I cry lightly with wet tears rolling down his navy blue ripped shirt he didn't seem to mind considering I almost got stab by my own blood , my mother

We both just sat on the couch cuddled against each other my head laying on his chest as we watch the show " The Walking Dead " together, ever now and then we would both just look up at each other and smile as he black swooped hair covered his eye.

I got thirsty while watching tv as I told justin I was going to get something to drink and I got up slightly from his warm body, I walked up the hall to the kitchen where I was about to open the fridge as I see a note on the fridge saying " Hi guys, I'm gone out to go to the supermarket and things so I will be back around 9 - Trudy " I just smiled and left the note where it was opened the fridge and grabbed a Pepsi as I walked to the hall to meet justin still laying on the sofa watching tv

I just stand there for a moment with a smile on my face saying " you mom left a note she said she would be back at nine " I lay the Pepsi at the counter in front of us and continue to lay down on Justin and watch tv , I looked at the clock that said 6:30 and fall back on Justin, he looks at me again and I say " what ? " with on my face justin flips his hair and looks at me and smiles his cute little half grin and says " do you want me to tell you the plan I was thinking about now ? "

I get up from laying on Justin's chest and sit next to him with a confused face on because I didn't really know what he was talking about , I sit up and he takes a deep breath as if he was hesitating to tell me

He says as he looks me in the eye " I think we should run away "

I just laugh a little and smile and say " well how are we going to do that? And your life is practically perfect I need to go somewhere and do something I never wanted to get you into this "

He looks up at me and says " I never told you this but my mom told me that she might be getting back together with my father " he looks down onto his lap

I say " yeah.. So? "

He Just looks up and me again and says " my father used to abuse me all the time when I was younger and my mom says that he has changed but she said that before when I was 10 and he came back and did the same thing, I really don't want that experience a third time "

I just look at him with another confused face and say

" why didn't you ever tell me? "

I move closer to him

" I didn't think you really ... Well cared that much about my life "

I say " I do care ! "

He takes the sad expression off of his face and keeps going with " the plan "

" I just want to get away from my parents getting back together and I have no where else to go , my only brother I even had died like I told you about and I have no aunt or uncles that I actually talk or communicate with , and you seem to be broken and have no where else to go, so why not ?"

I look up at him considering it but I can't help but think about how all of this is going to happen it seems impossible , I start talking

" but Justin I'm only 15 I can't run away , like away from the province, and beside I have no money"

Justin just gets up and fast walks into his bedroom and brings out a jar and opens in as all the money falls out on the table, I look at it in amazement as he just says " I save up and I don't buy much so I have money " he picks it all back up and brings it back into the bedroom as I think to myself " wow he is really determined to make this happen he must really care about me considering that he actually asked me to come with him " as I think about it with a bitter sweet smile across my face justin comes back out from his rooms and smiles too and asked

" what are so smiley about " as he laughed cutely after

I just blushed and said " nothing " I look at the clock to see that by now if was 8:30 and I realize that Justin's mom will be back soon justin just sits back down beside me and I say

" your mom is coming home very soon I think we should go to our bedrooms so she doesn't suspect anything "

Justin smiles again and says

" yeah you look tired , you should sleep but can we watch the last episode of The Walking Dead first?!? " he said playfully

I just look at his with a smile and said " no I have to go to sleep " as I try to hind my light smile before I knew it he was tickling me saying " aw come on Taylor come on!! " I laugh and pleaded for him to stop so I gave in and said " fine fine okay " as he stopped I grab a pillow from the sofa an playfully hit him and I lay across cuddled up against his chest as we both watch the show befor I fell asleep thinking about " the plan " as I silently looked at Justin fast asleep and I whispered " I hope the plan works out " and daze off asleep

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Kind of a surprising chapter :p hope you like it :)

- Des x