Tracey
I wake up in a hospital room and I don't remember anything. The nurse told me that Nick and everyone was waiting outside. They said they have been trying to get hold of my brother but now I am awake they don't need to. They ask me if I am happy for them to discuss what happened with anyone and I give them Nick's name but I ask them to send Joe in. I know Nick is going to be mad but I need to talk to Joe first. The doctor leaves and then there is a knock at the door and Joe comes in. I can tell he's been crying. "Hey, I'm ok, don't get upset" he sits down next to me "on a scale of one to ten how pissed is Nick that I didn't ask for him first" "erm probably an 11. Why did you ask for me and not him?" "I wanted to talk to you first, you know I have to tell him that you kissed me right? And you should probably tell Sophie but that's between you and her. I am not keeping any secrets from Nick, if we are going to work things out then I need to be honest with him. I am not going to start our relationship that way" "I know, he's gonna kill me and I don't know if the band or our relationship will survive it" "Joe!! You did this. Actions have consequences" "I know and I don't know why I did, we're friends and nothing more, I just got caught up in the moment, I am really sorry! Again..."
Nick
I am so pissed off right now, why the fuck did she ask for Joe, Sophie looks angry too, clearly things are not great with her and Joe. The doctor comes out and says "Which one of you is Nick" "I am" "Tracey has given me your name as the person she's happy for me to tell what's happened, let's just step over here" "Ok, is she ok? Is it serious" "It's not serious no but it could be more serious if she doesn't start taking care of herself, she was severely dehydrated and from what I can understand she has been skipping many many meals also. Her blood pressure was through the roof because she has been drinking caffeine instead of eating and I understand she's had a stressful few weeks. The combination of all of that is what caused her to collapse. Her body just gave up basically because it was too weak from the lack of everything. She needs to rest and let her body recover so no stress, no caffeine and she needs to eat and drink more" "I can make sure she does all those things doctor" " ok, I would like to keep her overnight just for observation but she can go home tomorrow" "thank you doctor" I head back out into the waiting room and fill everyone in on what the situation is, Joe has come back out now and is sat on his phone " Nick, she's asking for you" I can't wait to see her now.
Tracey
I anxiously await Nick coming in, I feel myself drifting off to sleep because I am just so tired, I try and stay awake but sleep wins. I wake up a couple of hours later in Nick's arms, I look up to see him smiling down at me "Hi baby, how are you feeling?" "Stupid! Omg Kevin!!! I ruined his day, he must hate me" "Don't be daft he doesn't hate you, he's worried about you. We all were, everyone is here in the waiting room" "oh my god that's so embarrassing" "Babe, how long has this been going on for?" "What do you mean?" "The not eating or drinking properly and the living on caffeine not food, please be honest with me" I really don't want to tell him because I know how stupid I've been. "Since the BBQ at Sophie and Joe's" "Are you serious!! That was a month ago!!" "Please don't Nick, I know alright!! If you're just gonna yell at me then you can leave!!" "Ok, ok I'm sorry. You really scared us. The doctor wants to keep you overnight but you can go home tomorrow and you are coming home with me! No arguments, I need to keep an eye on you and make sure you are eating and drinking" "But Nick, you can't cook!" I say to him with a grin on my face. "I will hire someone to fucking cook if I have to" he says back "ok, fine I will come back with you because I know I am not gonna get out of it am I! But we need to talk when we get home and I mean properly talk, lay everything out there, cards on the table kind of talk and then decide if we are going to move forward together" "Whatever you want baby. Can everyone else come in and see you now. They are all still outside waiting" "Yeah sure, Nick, I really don't want to stay overnight, I really just want to go back to Kevin and Dani's with you tonight. You can keep an eye on me there!!" "Let me see what I can do babe" he leans down and kisses me and it's like fireworks through my whole body. I know he can feel it too as kiss starts to intensify. I stop him "whoa there Jonas, remember my blood pressure lol" he laughs and says "of course, I will go and send everyone in and talk to the doctor"
Nick
I head out to the waiting room and tell everyone they can go see her. I notice that Sophie and Joe are in the corner and looks like they are arguing. Sophie then storms out but not before giving me a look as if I should know something I don't. I look at Joe and he can't even look at me. Did something happen with him and Tracey? I can't think about that right now. Whatever it is can wait. My priority is Tracey. I need to find the doctor to see if they will discharge her today instead of keeping her in. I speak to the doctor and tell him that she really doesn't want to stay overnight and he agrees as she is going to have so many people with her and so as not to stress her out anymore he agrees she can come home with us to Kevin and Dani's but I have to keep a close eye on her and if anything happens to take her back to the hospital or call an ambulance immediately. I go back to Tracey's room and everyone has headed home to see the girls and make sure they are ok. I get to the door and I see Joe in there he's upset and she's comforting him but something about this seems weird. I open the door quietly and I hear Joe say "I told Sophie what happened with us and she left. I think our marriage is pretty much over now" I freeze at the door listening "Joe, you did a stupid thing because you were angry and upset, it doesn't excuse it but I allowed it to happen too. I've not had a chance to tell Nick yet, I was going to tell him earlier but it was just so nice being with him again I didn't want to ruin it. I wasn't expecting you to tell her today!!" I push the door open and I wasn't going to say anything but my face said everything "How much did you hear" "Enough!! What the fuck is going on with you two!! Joe what did you do? Did you fuck each other"
