It's the euro semi finals today and I was so nervous we've been on a winning streak and my anger has got better I've had my outbursts and me and alessia are better than ever
"Hello baby" alessia says as she walks up to me in the relax room wrapping her arms around me "Heya gorgeous you okay?" I say as I kiss her head putting my hands on her waist as she turns around facing Ella I press soft kisses to her neck as she turns facing me blushing She presses small kisses to my lips as I put my hands on her arse she stayed facing me as we was just talking "Oi" she laughs "Exuse me move them hands away" Ella says as I don't move my hands "Is this okay though my love" I say "Yeah of course it is" less says "Get your hands off alessias bum" Ella says "Nope" I say "Oi Oi watch them hands" Beth says to me walking past as I move my hands off alessia I jump on Beth's back sending her flying onto the beanbags as I was still on her "AHHH" she screams as I get off her as she lays on the beanbag alessia stands behind me wrapping her arms around my waist her hands under my top her hands on my bare stomach tracing my abs
"Alessia what you being so clingy to Alex for" georgia says "Oi leave it out she's fine" I say "They always are if they had sex the night before" Ella says as alessia walks out "What the fuck" Ella says "Nice one mate" I say pushing past Georgia and Ella as I walk out the room as I find alessia "Come here baby" I say hugging her her head resting on my shoulder "What's up" I say "I'm so nervous for tonight Alex" she admits "You've got nothing to be nervous for okay all we can do is give it our best" I say as she nods "Win or loose we stick together as a team" I say "Proper captain talk" alessia jokes as I press a kiss to her for forehead We had a meeting so me and alessia walk in as I sit next to her my hand on her inner thigh if we win tonight we were allowed to drink as we would be going to the final "Oi skippa you drinking tonight" Leah says "I don't drink." I say firmly "Come on lighten up one drink won't hurt" Lucy says "Leave it" I say "Yeah but come on one drink ain't gonna get you addicted calm down you" Ella says "Shut the fuck up" I say "Oi leave it out" Beth says I get up storming out slamming the door as Beth and alessia follow me out Beth sighs as alessia hugs me I push her off me not hurting her or making her stumble just enough to get her off me "Less please" I say "Look I know but I think it's time you tell less" Beth says "Stay tho and less don't walk off" I say
"When I was about 15 my mum used to force me to drink every night and it wasn't good I know like I got addicted it fucked up my football and u knew I needed to stop I got to about 19 and I stopped it made me ill as I didn't know how to stop I was in hospital and that I got back playing a few months later and I've never touched alcohol since I don't tell people because I ain't proud of it and I don't want people to feel fucking sorry for me" I say as I saw alessias face she looked shocked but she moves closer to me "It's okay baby you can't help the past" she says hugging me "I've had enough of the girls saying shit" I say "Simple I'll go tell them I'll be back in 5" Beth says "I'm going on a walk okay" I say kissing alessias head
I go in a walk not that far but I just walk I know I had a game later but I just kept walking I go to the shop to get a drink I stand where the alcohol is I pick up a bottle of vodka as I sigh I put it back down walking away getting a water as I walk back out I was about 10 mins away from the hotel my phone rings as I answer "Yes less my love what's up" I say "Erm nothing don't worry" she says "I'll be back in 5" I say "Okay I love you bye" less says "I love you to" I say as I hang up I walk into the flower shop picking up roses alessias favourite I pay for them before heading back to the hotel I see alessia waiting in the lobby "You said 5 mins it's been 20" alessia laughs "Sorry baby" I say passing her the flowers as she looks at them "Thankyou" she says kissing me
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Alexcarter- I love you ml❤️ AlessiaRusso- I love you to xx
Ellatoone- awe 🫢
Lucarusso- where are my flowers @alexcarter😡 Alexcarter- oh my bad your next don't worry🤣 AlessiaRusso-no he is not Alexcarter-okay less😁 Bethmead-alex your so whipped Alexcarter- go away Bethany Jane meadema Bethmead- I hate you byw Alexcarter- good x
Giorgiorusso- still feel quite offended I haven't met Alex yet you never shut up about her AlessiaRusso- you will tonight gio Alexcarter- see I knew you never shut up about me x AlessiaRusso- ugh your so annoying Giorgiorusso- alessia be nice AlessiaRusso- I'm a fully grown women don't tell me what to do Alexcarter- you ain't fully grown my freind AlessiaRusso-I'm more mature than you Leahwilliamson- alessia it don't take a lot Bethmead- yeah for real Alex still laughs when someone says "come" Alexcarter- SO DO YOU BETH🤣 ______
