Do I wanna know?

13.

risking is better than regretting

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4 days later

Past few nights were pretty much sleepless.I couldnt stop thinking about what was happening to Charly.The fact that I dont know exactly where she is right now,the fact that I haven't felt her pressence close to me in a few days..it's all driving me crazy.

Today i decided to put an end to it.

We all did.

It was said that we could only go find her after a week,but we made up a plan to save her.

It was 6:24 am,and I was getting ready for our newest mission.The first mission where all the people were going,even Laswell.

The mission was just about saving Charly,and also kill some jerks that hurt her.

I made my way towards the helicopter that would take us to the location where she,hopefully,was at.On my way there,I spotted Ghost and Etta.

"Hey König,you ready to kick some asses?"Ghost asked
"Obviously.",I replied,"Whoever touches her is dead to me."I whispered the last part.
"What was that?"Ghost asked
"Oh,it was nothing.."I lied.

We finally reached the spot where the heli was landed,mostly everyone was already there.We boarded the helicopter's and made our way to Russia...again.

It has been about 6 hours and we are about to land.I have been nervous the whole ride,but now I feel like throwing up.What if we didnt make it on time?What if she is hurt...a lot.

Every night,I talked to myself...I tried to reassure myself that she probably doesnt even have a bruise on herself,but I knew that couldnt be the case.Not with the Moscow gang.

It will be a true blessing if shes alive right now.And if she is,Im not letting an eye off of her from then on.

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"S-stop..."i somehow managed to whisper as I got hit with a belt again.

These were the most painful 4 days of my life...maybe even 5,I lost count on day 2.

These people have been torturing me this whole time...I dont even know how Im alive at this point.

"You want me to stop,huh,you bitch?"A man yelled as I felt another hit coming..this time right across my back.I was crying this entire time.

"P-please..."i cried out...strenght to fight back slowly leaving me.
"Please what?Be more specific,you whore."The man said as he hit me again.
"Ple-"I began speaking,but suddenly I got hit again.
"Speak louder,I cant hear you!"He yelled as he hit me again,even harder.

I then tried to speak out the sentence again.
"P-please stop h-"
Hit.
"Please sto-"
Hit.
"T-that hurt-"
Hit.

Hit,and each time harder than the one before.How?I have no idea.

After about 30 more hits,the man finally got bored.He dropped the belt and came up to me.I was lying on the floor,telling myself to stay alive.
He grabbed me by my hair and pulled my head back and said in my ear.

"You worthless bitch.You cant even make up a sentence."He said as he spat on me.Gross.

He dropped my head down and I hit my nose.I didnt even react to it cracking,the pain was just too much...

I was hoping Konig would come soon...I knew he would...but...when?

I had no idea.

How the fuck am I alive?

Am I even alive?

Woah..is this heaven im feeling?

No,Im just delusional.

"Konig..."i whispered"w-where the fuck...are you..."

The last thing i said before i passed out.

Maybe even passed away?I dont even know myself.

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Somehow,I am not dead.I slowly woke up to gunshots and loud screams.
I tried to get myself up,but failed.I didnt even feel my legs.Everything was spinning and I-

...I cant feel my hands...what the fuck..

I found myself laying on the floor,staring at the ceiling and crying histerically as the screams and gunshots got louder.

What the hell was happening?I was scared,in pain,shaking.Will I even live?

Suddenly,the door to my 'cell' burst opened and I heard a familiar voice..I couldnt tell who it was...my eyes were blurry and everything was spinning.

"Guys,I found her,she's over here!"I heard the voice...I could tell who it is...it was Ghost.Am I dreaming,or am I really getting rescued?

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"Fuck off!"I yelled as I hit another russian soldier in his head.I was storming down the halls,desperately trying to find Charly,but for now,there was no luck.I shot a soldier when I heard Ghost yell from the end of the hall.

"Konig!I got her!She's here!"He yelled.My heart stopped.I just began running towards the little cell she was in.

When I came,Etta and Gaz were already inside,checking her out.Ghost and Soap were just by the entrance.

When I entered,I saw her laying on the floor.She was covered in bruises and blood...she was crying and shaking.

I came up to her and got on my knees.
"W-what have they done to you..."I whispered.Seeing her like this made me die.

"K-Konig...it hurts..."my heart stopped beating once again.Im not sure that I can handle this.She was crying,in such pain.She was in so much pain.I cant even explain it.I held her hand,it was all bruised.

"Is she okay?"I asked Gaz and Etta,they were helping her with everything they had..but it wasnt enough.
"There is a pulse,but she is very injured...probably a broken rib,ankle,sprai-"Etta continued listing...I cant even think about it.
"Medics will be in here in 5."She said.Thank God.

"Please,Charly...just wait a little bit."I tried to reassure her,but as you can tell,Im not very good at reassuring people.I held her hand as she squeezed mime.

"It fucking hurts..."She whispered again,and I felt like I have been stabbed in my heart again.

Soon,the medics arrived and they quickly checked her up and then carried her to the helicopter.I was with her the entire time.

We were flying for about 30 minutes now,and Charly was barely awake the entire time.Her answers were slow,and soon enough,the machines she was attached to started beeping loudly.The medics quickly ran up to her and started giving her oxygen.

"Sir,step away please."A nurse told me as they continued working on her.Etta and Gaz then came closer to us.
"Whats happening?"Etta asked
"She is loosing oxygen.Its pretty normal for her current state..." the nurse told us,and soon enough the machines stopped beeping.

Thank God..