Jake and Johnnie

Toxic

High Low there people it's been a fat minute but I'm trying to get back into a good mindset. Summer has been so busy for me and school will be starting soon. Which means I'll have access to a computer to write more!! Any way I've been working on this on shot for like two months cause I don't know how to end it so I just ended it quickly. So sorry if it's not the best!

TW toxic people

Jake POV

"How do you feel about a self deprivation tank"

"What is that?"

"It like takes all your senses and supposedly relaxes you"

"Umm I mean sounds interesting I guess so" I smile at Johnnie's response I'm glad he's open to trying new things with me.

"What about your channel? Any ideas?" He leans on his elbow, his hips pressed against the island's counter.

"I'm not sure. Amy says she has an idea but she hasn't told me what yet."

I nod. Amy has been doing extreme dares on Johnnie's channel. I can tell he's not comfortable with everything but he doesn't want to upset his new girlfriend. It's been a minute since Johnnie's dated anyone. I should be happy. But for some reason it's leaving me with a pit in my stomach.

"Well that's cool man. Just let me know if you want me in a video or whatever" he nods his head. I grab a monster from the fridge and head to my room leaving Johnnie alone in the kitchen.

Why do I feel so weird right now? It's just Johnnie. And anyway if he wants to do a video with Amy so what.

I flop on my bed scrolling through google for the best place to do a self deprivation tank.

~Time Skip~

It's been two hours since I've talked to Johnnie. He's in his room with Amy. She got here a little less then an hour ago. I didn't want to leave my room to say hi so I didn't. But I know it's her. I can hear her voice rising above the walls. I put my phone down trying to hear what she's saying.

"It's not a big deal! It'll grow back Johnnie your being a baby!"

I don't hear Johnnie's response which doesn't surprise me he's not the yelling type. Only when he's drunk or comfortable does his audio increase in volume.

"Babe THIS IS WHAT THE FANS WANT TO SEE! Why can't you do something extravagant for once in your life?!"

There is no way I'm letting this slide. I pull back my covers getting out of bed. My bare feet slap against the floor. As soon as I open the the door I see two figures rush past me heading to the kitchen. I follow silently behind them.

"It'll be fun Johnnie, trust"

"But it won't be too me. I don't wanna do it. We can do some I else" I watch as Johnnie paces the kitchen with a hand in his hair.

"Like I said before. It's not going to be forever! Why not do it?"

"Because I just don't want to"

"Why not!"

"I-I just don't ok I-I'm not-" his head rises as he stops in his tracks. His blue eyes are glossed like he might cry. They lock onto me pleading for help.

"Yo what's going on here?" I say stepping up a bit.

"None of your business Jake! Just going through ideas" I'm taken a back by Amy response.

"Oh I'm sorry since when did Johnnie's channel become yours?"

"Look you don't know what's going on so just stay out of it ok?" She turns her back to me looking at Johnnie. "Tell him he can leave now"