Jake and Johnnie

What do you need?

High low beautiful people i know its been forever!! im sorry school is killing meeee. college is so hard ;-;. Any way heres a small thing I did hope yall like it! Ill try getting to the other prompts when I can again sorry for being so inactive.

Johnnie POV

Everything has been so heavy lately. Tense I guess is the right word. I think. On edge? In a good way? I don't know how to describe it. He gives me these looks sometimes that make a wave of dizziness go through me. I squat my back to the wall waiting for him to finish what he's doing. I try looking everywhere else but him. I've been caught starting too many times, and not just by him.

"Ok i'm done" he walks over to where i'm crouched. I stand smiling at him giving him a nod ready to head back to the group. I take a few steps before I realize he's stalling. I look at him and he's stopped in his tracks. I stare into the brown eyes. They're soft and inviting. 

Stop staring

But I can't. His eyes have a hold over me. I can't let go.

"Do you need something?" His words make me blink. I feel heat crawl up my neck. I shake my head feeling my hair swish with the movement

"What-? N-no? Why do you?" He shrugged at me. I feel my body moving backwards finding the wall for safety. There's something in his eyes that tells me he has something planned.

"Your looking at me like you need something"

"Am I?" he nods at me, stepping closer to me. "Do you need something?"

"I don't know, do you?" I feel frustration build inside of me, it makes me smile. I shrug at him knowing he's going to play this game of cat and mouse before I crumble and give him what he wants.

"If you don't tell me I can just leave" he points over his shoulder turning on his heels. I watch as he starts walking away.

Don't chase after him. Dont!

He looks over his shoulder and my feet move without my knowledge. Next thing I know I'm grasping his wrist, a nervous laugh escaping me.

"Don't leave me here!" He laughs, spinning us around.

My back is exposed. I feel small pin pricks all along my skin as my heart beat speeds up.

"What do you need?" I ask him. "Cause it seems like you need something"

"Does it?" I nod at him. I groan, pushing him against the wall. I don't know what i'm doing.

"Why are you pushing me against the wall?" A small laugh makes my heart beat faster.

"I don't know," I say. It comes out shaky as I try breathing.

"Well?" I look at his eyes but quickly look away. "What do you want?" I groan again at him. He laughs. "What?"

"You know what I want" I rested my head against his shoulder not able to keep his gaze.

"No i don't" I hear the humor in his voice.

"You do! And you're doing this on purpose!"

"I wanna hear you say it" he smiles again earning himself another groan as I bury my face back into his chest. I take a deep breath trying to calm down, only to be overwhelmed with his scent. I gather my courage as I look back at him. My fingers gripping his shoulders.

"That's not fair you know I want to kiss you!" Once the words leave my lips I collapse back on his chest.I feel his hand grab me pulling me close. I try looking at him again. He has this small smirk on his face. "Well how about you, do you?"

"Yeah I do" he stares into my soul. My eyes flutter around. Our bodies seem to move together pressing against each other. His hand on the small of my back. All I can hear is my own heart beat. It's pounding so loud I'm sure he can hear it, hell he can probably feel it.

"Close your eyes" I look at him through the sound. I try closing my eyes but they are fluttering so much I'm seeing strobe lights.

"But I like your eyes," I say, trying to keep still. Dam ADHD is making me fidget.

"Just close your eyes" he's getting closer. Or is that me moving in. I can't tell.

I managed to shut my eyes without them fluttering like a butterfly. I feel his hand cup my cheek before I feel his lips on mine. I gasp as the darkness behind my eyelids explodes with light and sound so complex i cant really comprehend whats going on. I feel my lips moving with his as he pulls me closer.

After a bit he lets go. He says something but I can't hear it. My heart is pounding so hard and blood rushes in my ears. I take a breath trying to get air back in my lungs. I latch on to him, my face in his neck. I feel his hands around me before hearing his words

"Are you ok?" I pull back trying to look him in the eyes but I can't.

"I-" I nod trying to find words "fine- yeah great" he nods at me before leaning in again. His lips are on mine again and my heart feels like a bird trying to break free from its cage. Hitting the bars that are my ribcage over and over again wanting to break them open and tear through my skin to fall to the floor.

My body shakes as we pull away again. I feel like I'm having a panic attack. Where air cant get to my lungs and my face is all fuzzy. The fuzziness spreads throughout my body till I can't move. I collapse on his chest and laugh. I feel him hold me tighter, letting me know he's there.

"You ok" I nod looking up at him. He tries saying something else. But I don't hear him. I don't want to hear him. I cup his cheek mirroring his action as I pull him on my lips again.

I've never felt this kind of hunger before, it scares yet exhilarates me at the same time. I press against him wanting to savor his taste before we pull away. I can't even remember what he says fully. Something about the others wondering where we are. I nod and we start walking back to the others.

I don't know how I'm walking, let alone breathing. The little bird in my rib cage is fighting so hard to get out. I say something stupid about colors and he just chuckles at me. I'm not fully calmed down as we near the building with the rest of our friends but I put up a wall burying the feelings for later. If I can understand them later. For now I'll put a lid on it and smile at him every now and then. Gods, he pushes buttons I didn't know I had, but I like the way he makes me feel. I don't think I will ever forget that sensation. Ever. 

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