ᴍʏ ᴅᴀᴅ'ꜱ ʙᴇꜱᴛ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ. {ᴊᴇɴꜱᴇɴ ᴀᴄᴋʟᴇꜱ ꜰᴀɴ ꜰɪᴄ}

Chapter 8

After Jensen and May had their moment in the bathroom, May helps Jensen get up and lay on his bed.
Me:" are you okay?"
Jensen:" ill be okay.."
Me:" okay..."
I kiss his forehead.
Me:" just rest..we will figure this out.."
I went to get up but he hugged my waist. I couldn't move. I chuckle.
Me:" Jen..come on"
Jensen:" just stay here..i don't feel good."
I stare into the air. I don't say anything. I just lay back into the head board. I start drawing circles with my fingers on his arm. This is wrong. This is so wrong. I felt his body get heavier and his breathing relax. I try to get up but his hold on me got tighter. I slightly chuckle.
I play with his hair. How can someone ever play with him.. he was.. almost perfect. I waited a couple minutes so i could slip out. I gently take a pillow and replace myself with it. I slowly open the door and close it. I go upstairs to clean. I clean up the shower, my room and do my laundry. It took me around 2 hours. I took breaks in between. I go downstairs and clean the kitchen. I also clean the guest room and change the bed sheets. After i was done with everything, i took a shower. I stood under the water and just started thinking about everything. The good things and the bad things that can come out of this. I snap out of it and get out. I put on a hoodie and some nike shorts. I go back downstairs and grab my Oreos. I sit on the counter and watch while in my phone. I was watching my show when i heard the door open. I didn't process it fast enough to react. I was focused in my show.
Jensen:"May"
I look up and see Jensen with his eyes kind of red and all tired.
Me:" yea?"
Jensen:" get off the counter"
I laugh and get down.
Me:" my bad"
I offer him some Oreos and he takes a few. He lays against the counter and eats them.
Me:" have you eaten anything today?"
Jensen:" i ate this morning.. after that.. i just drank."
I looked at him.
Me:" what pushed you to drinking?"
Jensen:" you.."
It felt like someone had just punched me.
Jensen:" no wait. Not you. But everything that i was feeling.. i just felt terrible."
I look down at the floor.
Jensen:" hey."
He stands in front of me and takes his hand and makes me look at him.
Jensen:" not you.. sorry for wording it that way."

Jensens POV
She smiled at me. Fuck. All i wanted to do was kiss her.
May:" youre good"
I smile and let go of her chin. I keep eating Oreos with her. We just talked. No awkwardness..we just talked.
Jensen:" did you clean?"
May:" yea.. kitchen, my room, guest room and i did laundry."
Me:" aweee thank you! You want to watch something?"
She thought for a second.
May:" not really but i can stay with you while u watch it"
Me:" and what will you do?"
May:" be on my phone"
I smile. I walk to my room and lay down. I pit on a movie. She gets under the cover.
May:" why is it always so cold in here"
I laugh.
Me:" i dont know. It feels good
I shakes her head. Her body trembling from the cold. I laugh and keep watching the movie. She was on her phone and laughing. She was all cuddled up in the sheets. She was cold.
Me:" are you that cold love?"
May:" yes. It's freezing."
I laugh. I get her an extra blanket.

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After a few hours May fell asleep. Jensen didn't want to take her to her room so he met her sleep there. He took a quick shower and went to sleel right next to her.