Chapter 11

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~3rd pov~

After Jensen found May, he explained everything. Her heart dropped around 3 times. She worried that if he still loved Danneel, he would give her a second chance and leave May behind even if Jensen told her he had told her no. They got the rest other the things and payed. They walked to the car and put the stuff in the car. May was quiet. She was overthinking everything. The ride home was quiet. The music was on but no one really seems to pay much attention. Jensen thought about Danneels words "youll regret it." She wouldn't hurt May.. but she sure as hell could hurt him. He didnt want to look at her. He knew she was anxious. Her leg kept bouncing and she played with her anxiety ring he had got her a couple years back. He wasnt sure why but he wanted to give her space. She would come around and talk to him. When they got home, they unloaded the car and before Jensen could say anything, May ran upstairs and locked herself.

May's POV

I was tired. I don't know why. Ive been sleeping well. Ive been getting strong headaches. I connect my phone to my speaker and put some slow music. I sit in my desk, drawing. Whatever came to mind. I couldnt stop thinking about Danneel. She ruined Jensen, and i really hope she doesn't mess him up again. I ended up drawing Jensen. I spent around 3 hours in my room just drawing him. It was unconsciously. All that thinking about him. I went downstairs because i smelled food. Right as I walked to the kitchen I saw Jensen chuckle.
Jensen:" bout time.. i was thinking you couldn't smell the food.."
He laughed. I roll my eyes playfully. I walk up to him while he was still cooking and not facing me. I wrap my arms around him and hug him.
Jensen:" you okay sweetheart?"
Me:" yea.. just tired.."
Jensen:" okay.. dinners almost ready..go sit I'll bring you your plate in second."
I let go and fix the table for us. Right as I finished he brings the food to the table and we eat. It was quiet for a while...until he broke the silence. He puts his fork down and looks at me.
Jensen:" look... i know this whole thing is stressful for you... i understand that this type of changes affect you.. i want you to talk to me..let me know if something that i do affects you in any kind of way..i know how to take care of you.. now let me..learn to be with you.."
I felt tears. He always had a way with words.
Me:" t-thank you.."
We both smile and eat. After we finished we got to cleaning. We listened to some music and sang and danced. I did the dishes and he cleaned the counters and stove. After he was finished i still had a few dishes left. I felt his hands sneaking themselves onto my waist..i felt his breathing on my neck... and his back pressed against me..and when i say his back ..i mean THAT was pressed against me. I froze as i felt it. I felt him chuckle as he noticed. O..my...god..
Jensen:" something bothering you..?"
Me:" no"
He chuckled again.
Jensen:" are you sure.."
I laugh and ignore him. He moves my head to the side and starts kissing my neck. I giggle a little because it tickled. I felt him laugh against my skin. We both started laughing so he stopped kissing and just hugged me and laid his head on my shoulder. After I finished i dried my hands off. He turned me around and wrapped my hands around his neck as his hands rested in my waist.
Jensen:" youre so pretty..."
I smile and look away. He takes his hand and grabs my chin making me look at him.
Jensen:" aw, did I make you blush?"
Me:" a lil bit.."
Jensen:"mhm..."
Me:" im finna go shower.."
I tried walking away but he held me tighter.
Jensen:" No...just stay here a little longer..."
He pulls me into a hug. Ughhhh. He was such a baby... how could Danneel hurt this man..i pull back from the hug.
Me:" how about we take a shower and then cuddle?"
His eyes went wide. I was confused until I realized he took it the wrong way.
Me:" not shower together Jensen. I meant like we both take SEPARATE showers and we can cuddle after.."
He pouted. I laugh.
Jensen:" oh oh okay..i wouldn't mind either way"
He slightly smirked.
Me:" boy..."
I laugh. He gets closer to my ear.
Jensen:" you'd love to take a shower with me..."
I slightly squeeze his biceps as his hot air brushed against my skin. My eyes closed and my legs felt weak.
Jensen:" you'd love anything id do to you.."
Me:" if your actions match your talking i wouldn't doubt it.."
He laughed and looked at me.
Jensen:" oh? Matching energy huh?"
Me:" sure.."
He looked at me and sucked his teeth as he smiled. I get in my tippy toes and whisper to him.
Me:" i will be the best you ever had and more..and thats a promise."
I kiss his cheek and push him off walking to my room.

Jensen's Pov
She pushed me off after whispering to me. I wanted to pull her back and kiss her but i didn't. My pants felt tighter. Again.
Me:"god. She is going to kill me."
I walk to my room and get everything ready for my shower. I get in and do something i hadn't done in a while. She was driving me absolutely crazy. So..I relieved my stress..after i finish my shower and get dressed. I run up to her room. I knock on the door and hear nothing. I open the door and hear the water running. I knock on the door and her know that i was in her room. I lay on her bed and scroll in my phone. I saw a picture of Me and May when she was little. I thought about how I raised the woman who I'm in love with..wait..in love? Am i in love with her? No. No I'm not.. it's too early to even tell? God. My thoughts were interrupted by May opening the door.
May:" Hiiii"
She smiled and laid next to me.
May:" what were you doing?"
I turn to her.
Me:" scrolling on my phone"
She smiled. She was so beautiful...i can't believe I've never noticed..well I'm kind of glad..she was still a minor..fuck...this is weird.
May:" what do you want to do?"
Goddd all i wanted to do was kiss her.
Me:" kiss you."
She smiled. She leaned in and kissed me. But before i could kiss her back she pulls away.
Me:" hey? What? You didnt let me even kiss you back.."
She smiles.
May:" movie?"
I roll my eyes and get under the covers. She follows my lead and turns on her t.v . She looks tru it and finishes up on my show.
Me:" no...no...no May. We are not watching supernatural.."
May:" my room. My tv. My show."
Me:" im not watching it."
May:" leave the room then."
She looked at me. She knew i wasnt going to leave. God. Her attitude and confidence turned me the fuck on.
Me:" why are you talking to me like that? "
She gets close to me.
May:" because i can.."
She was inches away from me. Fuck. She was so amazing. I grab the back of her neck.
Me:" just cause you know how bad i want you doesn't mean you get to talk to me like that."
I say barely above a whisper. She moves and somehow ends up on my lap. She grabs my face and kisses me. The starts rocking her hips against mine. I let out a whimper. She started unbuckling my belt-
May:" Jen.....Jensen? JENSEN WAKE UP"
I open my eyes and blink a few times. Fuck. The fuck did i just dream of..
Ma:" hey..? You sleepy?"
Me:" well yea..i guess.. i didn't even realize i fell asleep.."
May:" its early but ill sleep with you.."
I smile and opened my arms. She smiled and got comfortable around my arms. She was facing me. She smiled and kissed me. This time for real. We had a little make out session before we fell asleep.

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