ᴍʏ ᴅᴀᴅ'ꜱ ʙᴇꜱᴛ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ. {ᴊᴇɴꜱᴇɴ ᴀᴄᴋʟᴇꜱ ꜰᴀɴ ꜰɪᴄ}

Chapter 18

~Same day, Jensen's POV~

I sat there in disbelief. She is was only 19. I knew she didnt want kids, but still...

Me:" wait..im sorry but im not familiar with the topic..i thought that if you were infertile..you couldn't be on your cycle."
Doc:" no need to apologize. But..her irregular cycle caused the infertility. "
Me:" oh alright..."

I look at her.

Doc:" ill leave..buzz when she is awake.."

I nod and she walks out. I walk to May and grab her hand.

Me:" you should've listened to me when i told you to go to the hospital the first time... i should've made you go.."

I felt her squeeze my hand. I look up at her face. Her eyes slowly opened. She blinked a few times. She looked around until her eyes landed on me. I smiled at her. She squeezed my hand.

Me:" Hey beautiful..."
May:" H-hey.."

Her voice sounded dry. I grab a water bottle that i had brought. I opened it and gave it to her. She grabbed the remote that controlled the hospital bed. She made it to where she was half sitting up. She took the water and drank it. She gave it back to me. I closed it and put it back. There was a long silence and i decided to break it. I grab her hand again and play with her fingers, gently caressing them.

Me:" um... we need to talk sweetheart.."
May:" w-what about.."
Me:" the doctor came in and we talked about the results of the test. She explained everything, but i want to know if you want to hear it from me."

~May's Pov~

Jensen:" the doctor came in and we talked about the results of the test. She explained everything, but i want to know if you want to hear it from me."

I heard the pain in his voice. My heart started beating faster. Whatever it was, I wanted to hear it from him.

Me:" i want.. to hear it from you.."
Jensen:" alright... um... you having these.. irregulars cycles... it affected your body.."
Me:" how so...?"

He took a deep breath.

This isn't good... at all.

Jensen:" May... your cycles damaged your..lining...god this is awful.."

I understood what he said. But..no.. that's not right.

Me:" wait.. wait.. wait"

i let go of his hands trying to stand up.

Jensen:" hey, hey, wait. be careful. "

I rip the iv from my hand. He stands up, walking closer to me.

Me:" you.. you cant be right...you cant be saying.."

I stared at him. I could see the pain in his face..Tears swelled up in my eyes. -

Me:" i-i.. i cant have kids..."

The tears started falling from my eyes. I didnt want kids. I said it so many times.. but this.. this was different.

Me:" This is what i get for saying i didnt want kids.."
Jensen:' no no no. This has nothing to do with that.. at all.. not your fault "

He takes me into a tight hug. I let a few tears fall. The door opend and the Doc walked in.

Doc:" Hey.. sorry.. the monitor didnt feel a pulse.."
Me:" oh its fine.."
Doc:' Im guessing you already now.."
Me:" Yea..thank you for everything.."
Doc:" listen, i know how you are feeling, i.. i found out a few years back..you arent alone.. and you have an amazing partner with you.. i can tell how much he cars about you.."
Me:" lucky right?"
Doc:" Very..we do need to discuss something to stop this awful cycle. Which consists on.. types of birth control. Id like if you sit down..please.. it can be a long conversation.."

I sat on the bed, and Jensen sat right next to me rubbing my back. We talked about all different types of birth control. Their pros and cons. everything. I looked at Jensen for an answers. I didnt know what to do.. i wanted my period to stop being so painful. but the side effects. My god..

Jensen:" listen.. dont look at me..its your body.. "

I thought about it for a second.

Me:" i'll get the arm implant thing.."

Both Jensen and the Doc laughed. I smiled.

Doc:" ill get the nurse, to come in and have the hand implant thing put in.."
Me:" alright.."

she leaves. Jensen pulled me closer to him and kissed my head.We layed in bed waiting for the nurse.

~Few minutes later~

A nurse came in greeting us. She had a tray full of medical things. Jensen was getting of the bed when i grabbed his hand and squeezed it. He understood and sat back down still holding my hand. The nurse grabbed my arm and cleaned it with alcohol wipes. She warned me it would hurt. I squeezed Jensen's hand as i felt a burning sensation in my hand. AFter a few seconds the nurse let go of my hand. She warned me about a few things. We waited an hour to see if my body had any bad reactions to it. I spent it sleeping right next to Jensen. After the doc checked us out, we went home.