Breathe, you're going to be okay. Breathe, and remember that you've been in this place before. You've been this uncomfortable and anxious and scared, and you've survived. Breathe, and know that you can survive this too. These feelings can't break you, they are painful and debilitating, but you can sit with them, and eventually, they will pass. Maybe not immediately, but sometime soon, they are going to fade and when they do, you'll look back at this moment and laugh for having doubted your resilience. I know it feels unbearable right now but keep breathing, again and again. This will pass. I promise it will pass.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAYPAY!!! WE LOVE YOU ♥
