Destiny of love

chapter 7

Kayal's pov :

I don't know what come over me when I asked him whether we could consummate our marriage. Maybe I was reminded of their words which hurted me more than I could ever image in my whole existence.  But he handled me with care understanding that I was not in my right state of mind. I was feeling bad when he refused me but at the same time I want to share few things about my past to him.

I laid on his chest , his hands were rubbing my back in soothing manner.

" Me and my ex had physical relationship. " I said out. He didn't react as I expected him to be. He just pecked on my head making my eyes burn.

" He didn't have father. His mother and his sister from another mother as he says didn't approve of our relationship. His sister was also someone I knew.  I had to hear many unreasonable things while he never replied to any of my calls of message so that atleast I could sort out the issues between us. In the end all I could do was end the relationship in I felt like I was the only one whereas he was solely focusing on his career while I was an idiot " I said to him.

" Don't you have anything to say " I asked him .

" You just told me half of the story when you tell me the whole story I will let you know my opinion on this matter " he said in a quiet manner.

I sighed hearing his words.

"My friends whom we visited yesterday they are couples" I said to him.

"I guessed it could be but still I didn't want to pry into their personal space and them feel discomfort" he said making me smile a bit.

" Me and  Mano were friends since school days . We have known each-other for so long that he came out to me at first. All i knew was it's my best friend and I didn't feel anything else but I cannot say the same thing when it comes to outsiders so I never let anyone know about his gender unless and until he want them to know.

Soon we started working in a firm together and there I met him. I liked him as I started to know about him better. I told him that I liked him  but he didn't like me at first but then after five months he said he also likes me.

It was all platonic but soon we fell in love with each-other. Everything was good in the beginning and he was also a workaholic. He had his own group of friends and they usually make fun of us which really never bothered me. Soon i became friends with his friends and their wives and girlfriends too. it was like I have got a new family in my work place. 

Everything fell apart. Never in my dreams I thought all the dreams I built thinking of him will be shattered  into granules which can never be stick together into pieces " I told with tears flowing down my cheeks wetting his t-shirt sniffing.

" Continue this later..." he mumbled understanding  my situation. I decided to continue on the later part

" So many things happened in the end I tried to attempt suicide which was the last straw for my parents. Until then my family listened to my words but then they took the decision upon themselves and got me married to you though I have refused it thousand times,

But now I'm glad it was you " I said holding his arms....