Destiny of love

Chapter 19

Vivek's pov :

I took my bike and started driving. I hate everything that is happening around me right at the moment. I didn't expect to meet her that too at this moment of my life . The wind hit my face swiping away the tears that were streaming continuously from my eyes. She is happy with her husband and her new life. But here my life is a total mess. I never got a closure from her why she ended our relationship by her own without speaking to me anything. 

I couldn't even contact her , she has blocked me on every single sites. I couldn't even tell her that I got selected for on-site but still I texted her hoping one day she will unblock my number and see my text but till this day no such thing has happened.  All I got to know was she was married but deep down I was worried how she would move on in her life but seeing her today with her husband laughing happily I understood that she has moved on in her life but still I have that scar deep down in me stopping me loving my wife though we are living our life as couples in every aspects.

Two years back my parents forced me to get married to Radhika when I returned back from abroad. When I refused they emotionally  blackmailed me toget married which I finally gave into. I couldn't fall for her as I already haven't got a closure of my past but I couldn't deprive her of any rights she has over me as my wife. We consummate our marriage after few months of marriage. She knew about my past I have already intimidated her regarding everything in my life before marriage. She was okay with everything and we lead our life as couples.

I stopped the bike in a park and sat in a bench looking around. It was totally surrounded with kids and they were playing some with other kids while others with their parents. My mind eased as I watched everything around me . I didn't know when time passed away. I realized it when Radhika called me worried.

I informed her to have food as I will have something on my way back as I could be late. As expected I was late but she was waiting for my arrival.

" I was scared... don't go like this without informing me " she said as soon as she saw me. I nodded my head.

" don't worry Radhika,  I was just a bit upset over everything " I told her and strolled to our room.

I freshened up and laid on the bed where she was already trying to sleep. I switched off the lights but sleep was nowhere near us.

As the time passed Radhika moved towards me and laid her head on my chest wrapping her arms around me. I wrapped my arms around her pulling her closer to me.

" couldn't sleep " I asked her. She shook her head in negative manner.

" she is really beautiful " she murmered into my chest.

" She is but she belongs to someone else but you belong to me. So stop running unnecessary thoughts in that little brain of yours "  I said stroking her hair. I know she feels insecure.

" but... " I didn't let her continue.  I stopped by kissing her.

" I said stop saying stupid things. I know very well that you are my wife and where my limits are " I told.

" But my pea size brain is thinking too much " she said  looking into my eyes.

" Do you want me to indulge you in some physical activity so that your brain can about something else " I asked her playfully.

" shutup " she said hitting my chest while I chuckled.

" I was just talking about night walk , I don't know what your were thinking " I tried to irritate her.

" okay fine just stop it. I want to sleep " she said comfortably laying on my chest.

I kissed her forehead and mumbled Goodnight falling asleep with her in my embrace....