the boy who pulls the girl's hair

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by the time you came back to
me, it was the first time i saw 
the real you--no more projections.
i didn't know what to make of it
then, and i'm still unsure in my 
feelings now.

i now have my peace, and i don't
want relationships of any kind that
show up with thief intentions and
political charm. i am not waiting
around for you to come in and rip
me apart and to then call that love.

the boy who pulls the girl's hair--is
that love, or someone constantly
displeased with the boundaries set
and their entitlement to choose 
violence to get what they want, like
that love is something you can force
into being?

and when that girl grows into 
a woman, does she then believe
that her subconscious conditioning
to expect her boundaries be constantly
pushed until she gives way, her mind
falling into pieces around her feet
as the world around her says this is
how someone shows their depth of
affections, the trueness of their heart?

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