𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗺𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀 • 𝗽𝗲𝗱𝗿𝗶 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝘇á𝗹𝗲𝘇

44 - 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗳𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗱

His eyes didn't leave mine,he was patiently waiting for my answer.

"I Don't know" i avoided meeting his eyes.

"It's either yes or not García" he told me. His eyes tried to find answer in mine. I knew it even though i couldn't look into his eyes.

"Why did you kiss me?" I asked instead.

"You don't regret it" he avoided my question.

"If you did,you would have already reached out to me to talk about it. You're just embarrassed because you liked it" he told me as he came closer to me as i was next to the door,still preventing me from leaving.

"Bullshit" i barked out at him.

"You are so complicated do you know that?" He was frustrated.

"Y tu eres un cabrón (and you are an asshole)" I gritted my teeth,anger building in me.

"You feel that too,don't you?" He asked me,calming down.

"Feel what? Hate towards you? Yes!" I told him all serious.

"I was right,we will never become something more than enemies because with you,it's just impossible" he replied and backed away from the door and unblocked the only exit in the room.

"That's what we are" i told him.

"Get out" he coldly told me as he looked into my eyes. Our eyes again met each other's but this time his were cold. No lust,no sparks,no hatred,just coldness.

I sighed and left the room,returning to the changing room. Most of the guys were already gone but i spotted Alejandro putting on his earrings as he was fully dressed in his casual clothes.

"Did you talk it out?" He asked as he zipped up his toiletery bag. I only shook my head as 'no'.

"Listen i'm sorry if i am the one who fucked up something between you two by interrupting your makeout session" he apologized,feeling guilty.

Oh how could he? Did couldn't know what was happening in the kitchen. The poor young man was just thirsty.

"Don't be sorry Ale,you did nothing wrong really. I would have ran away anyways" i told him,wanting him to not blame himself for my shitty mistake.

"So did you talk it out?" He asked again.

"There is nothing to talk about,i hate myself that i let it happen. We agreed to take it slow"

"Maybe that's a sign i don't know,but yeah you two should take it slow yet you jumped over two stages. The acquaintance stage and the friend stage and you two literally jumped into makeout buddies or lovers stage"

"I told you to be careful but now i say follow your heart because you clearly like him" he added.

"I don't" i denied.

"You do dumbass,you even admitted that to me" he told me as we left the changing room,heading to the underground garages.

"That was months ago,those feelings are gone" i was getting mad,

"They never disappeared,you just pushed them away. And by doing that you're hurting yourself and Pedri" it was understandable he cared about me and Pedri. We were friends after all.

"It's bullshit" i argued back.

"Your attitude is bullshit and stupid" he told me as we arrived to his car.

"I don't want to argue with you Alejandro" i mumbled.

"I'm just trying to help you,you two are my friends" he explained,trying to make me understand his point.