𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗺𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀 • 𝗽𝗲𝗱𝗿𝗶 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝘇á𝗹𝗲𝘇

45 - 𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗻𝗲𝗿

                                   𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝟰𝟱

The next day i spend working and then headed to my box training session. I wish i could say i did well during the practice but my mind was somewhere else.

Well...on someone else.

This whole situation with Pedri was getting annoying. A part of me that was burried deep inside me had enjoyed the kissing or makeout session but bigger part of me felt regret,embarrassment and confusion.

I tried to punch it away by going full force against the boxing bag.

"Don't punch so hard your knuckles won't be happy after the practice " Mario told me as he was standing beside me,analyzing my punches.
Only for me to punch with the same force.

"Okay what's up? Why do you punch as if you wanted to kill someone?" Mario asked as he stepped closer to the boxing bag and held it to prevent me from further punches.

"No reason now please step aside" i didn't look at him,i just wanted to punch all the anger inside me out of myself. If was suffocating me from the inside.

"I'm here to help you but you don't listen to me and if you'll continue to do that,you will break your damn knuckles and you won't be able to even hold a damn spoon" Mario said with all seriousness. He wasn't really strict type of a trainer but there was something intimidating about him. I had a huge respect for him because his achievements in the world of boxing were breathtaking.

"I'm just having a hard time,i will be fine" i told him.

"That's why you signed up here no? You thought boxing will make all your pain disappear. But that's not the case,it's not helping you because you hold it back inside you" he told me as me started wrapping his hand with a bandage. When he finished his left,he proceeded to do the same on his right one.

"I feel happy holding it in" it was a lie that just left my lips. It was eating me from the inside and i knew it so damn well. Yet i couldn't open up. I wasn't used to do so.

Everything was too much. Pedri,life, family...

All those things stressed me out.

"Let's work on your technique for a bit and then call it a day hm?" He suggested as he geared up.

We practiced my punches for another half an hour until i improved to Mario's liking. I appreciated his effort to help me out.

"Thanks,see you on Thursday?" I asked as i removed my boxing gloves and reached for my towel to wipe off my sweat and then i removed the bandages on my hands.

"Sure,i hope you're punches will get lighter by then" he said,making me laugh.

I quickly showered at in the bathrhe had there in his gym for his customers and headed home. I had two more hours until the dinner with Alejandro so it would be enough to get ready.

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I did my causal silver glitter make up. I applied silver glitter eyeshadow on my eyelids,mascara,make up,concealer and a bit of blush to make me look more alive. Then i applied dior lip gloss on my lips. I put on black femine vest and black suit pants with jimmy choo heels with diamond tying on the ankles and small black prada purse,not forgetting to shower myself in perfume. It was just friend dinner but i was known for being fashionable everywhere i go. That was just me.

I took a taxi to the restaurant we always hang out either alone or with other. I planned to at least get some wine because after yesterday it was needed.