My love fantasy roommate

Chapter:6 - Infactuation

I placed the kitten on my bed as I plopped my self on too. The huge king size bed of mine made the kitten like a tiny fluffy figurine. I laid on my back as I was looking at the dark blue ceiling as the modern lights brightened the room. Earlier this room was decorated as the 60s as I knew as a kid, now I have renovated it to my liking ,grey walls , marble tiles but crème color carpet,my big study table. The most of my favorite is my bed , the softest thing I have ever been on , it sinks you till your limit of  comfort . The kitten was sleeping on the soft mattress curled itself around by its fluffy tail. I reached it to it nose creased it trying not to disturb it,but unfortunately I have failed to do so . It woke up by my touch , opening it huge eyes looked at me slowly getting my brown eyes. I couldn't help but look into it too , I went near it bringing close to it rubbing my nose onto hers . She licked with its tiny rosy tongue showering me with tickles , I got up on my elbows placing my hand on my chin looking at the kittens actions thoroughly as I smiled.

"Aren't you a cute one..." playing with her belly. She tries to bite my finger but rather than getting hurt I felt it was massaging my finger by her gums ." Guess you don't like the compliment huh?" I giggled lightly. After a few minutes of playing with her she got exhausted and laid on her tummy. She did not sleep rather than looking at me with those blue deep eyes . They look exactly like his but even more intense and deep and dangerous but calm.
"Call her what ever you will name her ."
Funny is he never named her but why? I looked at the kitty as she was halfway through closing her eyes as her chubby cheeks were falling down too. "You know ...your dad did not name you till now.Do you know why?" I questioned her as she just closed her eyes . " I guess not..." I sighed smiled at her.
" I have to name you then." I murmured without disturbing her. I laid flat looking at her attentively examine her features so than I could be able to name her by it . Unfortunately nothing so happened but her eyes was the only thing could name her . That's the only thing that outstandingly unique. It did not look like a deep ocean like his but her eyes was like a calm night of blue with twinkles scattered around. The calmest sound could be felt by looking into hers . Like a Lunar Moon.

"Luna." I said smiling her sleeping peacefully. "Sounds like your name to suite." I brushed at her soft fur . She stretched her tiny paws adjusting her self for a comfortable position to sleep.
I nearly forgot the time that I was staring at Luna the whole thirty minutes. I got up from my bed stretched myself and went inside the bathroom to start my almost late morning routine.
After twenty minutes of shower and ten minutes of my skin care I came out with my pajamas and drying my hair with a towel. I rather use a hair dryer but the hair I was born to is gonna create a mess makes me hard to brush my intense curls. I saw the kitty already drifted into a deep sleep, i tried not to disturb it as I went closer looking at the tiny figure. She was like a little atom on my big bed. I continued my routine , as I sat on my study table to complete some of my practicals that I have been assigned for....it was awfully hectic. I was already halfway almost giving up , but I kept on going.

After a few struggling hours my work was done. "Phew...that was rough." I leaned back at my chair lowered my eyes for a little while . I looked at the time when I realized I have kept Luna for too long as I shouldn't. Seffon would be surely pissed for sure as he already is. I got up from my chair went towards my bed . Luna was still asleep curled herself with her long fluffy tail. I couldn't hold but admire the little creature actions. I sat beside the sleeping figure and brushed her head .
"You're too cute to be true." I smiled in administration. I picked her up gently but my touch made her open her eyes breaking her sleep. "I am sorry Luna....but have to go back to your dad." She did nothing but yawn at me. I lifted her up and placed her on my arms and walked out from my room as I was facing at Seffon's room across mine. I took a deep breath before landing my fist on his room door. I don't know why I am getting this feeling this .....it's not like I am nervous but feels like I am . I didn't feel anxious even though I am . It's like a twisted feeling that could not be described. The desperation inside me urging me to knock on his door and just look at him like a freak. The sudden head of adrenaline rushed through my face as my heart started beating at no limits. The tingling sensation on my tummy started to get more of as they are breaking their cocoons to come out more. I don't know what effects he is giving me. The hesitation was building inside holding myself back in.
Suddenly I heard the door knob twisted opened the door revealing a tall frame of Seffon towering on me clearly making fun of my height by looking at his expression. He was wearing grey sweatpants and a loose grey oversized  shirt flashing his broad shoulder and his deep collarbone , his wet hair falling on his face darkening his eyes on the way . I was quiet for a decent amount of time admiring him, the surrounding around me was quite chill between us not HOT  but COOL . Seffon gaze went up and down standing there in confusion of my silence.
"What is it ?" His deep voice made even more hard for me to speak. I even forgot the words to have to say . Seffon tilted his head as he snapped his fingers at my face as I came back to my sense " I don't like to repeat myself ." He said annoyed.
"Uh sorry did I disturb you?" I said nervously.
"For now ...you did." He gave an annoying sigh. The harsh words that came out from his mouth truly gave a pang in my chest . Well I am getting dumped by buckets of mud every single time I thought he is a good guy, now I would think as the least. The irritation as well as the shock in his words really made me stunned for a sec , I maintained my 'almost gonna punch him any moment' I maintained my cool as I said.
"Well...sorry for the inconvenience that I have interrupted your precious time....but unfortunately I have to return your cat as you requested me too." I maintained the sarcasm on him. I could see the annoyance in his face grew more than usual. He looked at Luna sleeping peacefully in my arms and he looked at me straight faced.
"She's sleeping..." he said.
"I know." I said bluntly.
"She's gonna get disturbed...." He said bluntly too.
"Never heard of waking it up ?" I said straight faced.
The sudden change of my attitude made him question me for a second. Yes...I was good to him....I mean respectful to him , I had to question him for why the sudden change of his attitudes . But I maintained my character turned into me . I expected him to be pissed but a tiny smirk appears on his face instantly, am I tripping?....guessing not.
"Well...thank you for returning it ?" He said placing his long arms on his door step.
"It's Luna..." I crept a straight face to him .
"Enchanting then...." He said digging his eyes locked on mine like piercing through my soul.
"What ?" I questioned him.
"The name..." he said as his smirk grew wider.
God damit why does he keep doing that?! An expression giving me a different effect....how? I maintained my attitude as I handed Luna to him. To my surprise she did not even open her eyes with the transfer of places. I  looked at him carrying Luna gently creases her head with gentle strokes. As he was about to close that door I called him out.
"Hey.." I said as he was half way closing .
" Yea?" He said.
"If you need anything to eat or like to have anything please feel free to ask ." I said in a calm tone. I know being nice  towards the people who pisses you is a pain but he is my guest my brother brought....his best friend. I can't make Kevin disappointed in me acting like this towards Seffon. He is a guest in my house after all, as I should not treat him like that of an attitude I have done few minutes ago . I already feel guilty about it.
I hate myself....ugh!
"Ok..." a cold response and the door shuts right in front of my face...well I am not surprised. My brother did not bring his best friend but a chameleon. And I have this stupid feelings on that 'instant attitude changing creature' . Like why would I fall for a guy who has a shit cold ice age face attitude who can't even have a standard face expression. And...I would go least on talking about the personality and as I know it's already shit.
"I should've gone to the summer camp...." I murmured whining as I opened my room door as I plopped myself on the bed looking up at the grey matte ceiling. "Now I have to look at his ice age preserved face every single time.." I continued to regret every single ounce of my life. But it's not like I love him or something, no feelings...maybe an attraction on him.
It's not anything other than that...just infatuation toward him...right?