𝟗𝟗 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙨𝙞𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙖 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙠𝙚𝙣 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩

𝙞 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨

I miss,
Not finding you near the staircase
The way you tempted my heart to race.

I had eyes for someone particular
Keeping a secret that it was you,
Now my friends ask me why I've been polar
Being lost or spacing out is all i do?

I don't wander around anymore
Near the flowers i kept in a vase of your eyes
Knowing well, I won't find the tears
That i swear the amber of my brow still cries

The gentle breeze slapped the memories
When February came around in a heap
It still keeps slipping away
When you're all i want to keep.

Yes do i miss you dearly,
Because i don't see you no more,
Walking down the stairs, smiling
Or opening the classroom door

The time we first met
On the stairs you kept blabbering shit,
And i watched you ardently like,
You're a diamond engraved in a tiara set

If we square a square a million times
Then too, it won't be enough
To tally up all the sweet crimes
My heart did to win you, against the battle of time
I miss you and
I don't know if your smile is the one my heart misses
Or the vivid memories my brain fervently kisses'

Happiness doesn't last so do the smiles
Now i swear i don't wonder about
"What would you be doing?"
While looking up at the february skies.

Spring may be temporary but i swear it'll come again
Like the waves that missed the shore and returned in vain

I'm afraid you're long gone
Because it's too late,
As i really miss not finding you, near the staircase, anymore.

Ps: Late February thoughts looking up at the pretty sky, i used to miss your presence but now it feels as if i have accommodated myself to live without you being around.

It was hard, really hard but I'd rather break myself than be broken by you yet again.

It's sad to see what we've become but there's not a day I don't tell myself that it's okay to let go.
Let go of someone i never had in the first place.

But we say, when the storm abates it leaves the city in ruins.

I've lost a part of me in you and i know i can never have it back, hell I don't want to.
I would rather be happy being incomplete knowing only you have the audacity to make me full, again.

Okay I'll stop now 😭 thanks for reading<3

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𝓐𝓾𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓻𝓼 𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓮

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-lostfrr