Hyung's Lover boy

Squishy baby.

My exams were over, I was feeling emotional today. If you don't know much about it, let me tell you that during a fever, you feel like a different person, like a child. If you don't feel the same way, then you are not human—because I am!

So, I was feeling so low, and my parents, caring as they are, gave me space. That was the best thing they could do for me, rather than asking about my papers and annoying me with questions about how they loved my test. My whole house was as empty as my heart, and the thought of being always alone was haunting me. No one cared about me; no one cared how small things could affect me. There were thousands of emotions filling me—I told you, in fever people feel like this.

I told my hyung that I was feeling ill and could not join them for the Saturday night movie. Well, Jimin's family is the best because every Saturday they watch a movie together—family time. The worst thing was that this Saturday was my turn to choose the movie. Here I was, alone, staring at the ceiling while lying down on my bed. Now, I was feeling more depressed. It was my turn to pick the movie, and I had watched four Saturdays of Jimin's family's movie, and then Lisa and Hyung's turn. Why did I have to be ill on my turn? I always wanted to watch my movie. It's not like I can't watch a movie alone, but you don't understand how wonderful it feels to watch a movie with family, when everyone laughs in sync and fills your heart with amazement. Now, I felt even more lonely because Park's family was going to watch a movie without me. My tears! Suddenly, a knock brought me out of my thoughts, and I lazily went to open the door for my parents. But guess who was standing there? Jimin! I was shocked to see him there, his hands full of things, and Lisa smiling while holding a few things in her hands. "Can you please step aside?" Lisa asked, and I realized I hadn't given them space, so I moved, feeling more embarrassed. "How are you feeling now?" Jimin asked while placing the things on the table. I was still in awe that they came for me, leaving the movie. I told you, I have a fever, and I'm touched by small things, like Jimin's arm, jimin's cute heart, jimin's care toward me and i always do melt on it.

"Not good," I answered with my sore throat. I was feeling cold, so I turned to move, but he swiftly placed his own jacket over my body. That was the moment my body heated up—not because of my temperature, but because of his action. Shouldn't it be the other way around? But in any case, I was happy he did that for me. What can I say? I am a lover boy of his. Outside, i was carrying this poker face with slight blush on me face, whereas inside, there was warmth, a hope.

"Stay warm, go to your room and rest. I'm coming while warming the food for you," he said, smiling at me. I was about to cry. I've told you a hundred times that I feel emotional when I'm ill, and I nodded and moved toward my room while Lisa winked at me. I think she knows, and I don't know what to say. I felt she was not awkward about me liking her brother that way. I smiled with a tired smile because I was so tired.

I lay back down on my bed, but this time I didn't feel as lonely as before. No thousands of thoughts were lingering in my head. The stillness returned to my mind. Not ten minutes later, he opened the door and entered with the food. "Are you awake?" he asked. Even if I wasn't, I would become wide awake. I sat up with the help of my bed, and he came inside, closed the door, and sat close to my bed while placing the food plate between us. "Lisa has gone home, and your parents came. They already ate, so we're the only ones left here," he told me. My heart swelled with emotions. When no one cares, he cares. When no one stands up for me, he stands like a pillar. I don't know how to say it, but I'm so glad to have him in my life. He handed me my plate. "Eat small bites, munch slowly, but eat everything I've served you. After that, take your medicine," he said, and then he started eating while I glanced over at him from time to time.

I took my medicine while he went to wash the plates. I could clearly hear him in the kitchen, and I was thinking about him. What could he be doing? After five minutes, he came back, turned off the lights, and turned on a low light. I thought he would leave after this, but instead, he came close to my bed. "Is my baby asleep already?" he asked. Thanks to the light, my face glowed again. He was the one who pampered me like this, and I hate being treated like this, but I deeply like the way he treats me, i wanted to be someone who he would rely on but guess the way i treated always by him made me felt like i am other way around for him, is that so ?

I could feel that he joined me in my bed and lay beside me. Slowly, he placed his hand on my waist and came closer to my body, hugging me from the one side. I was motionless because I loved it already. His hand moved from my waist up to my face, and he came closer, dangerously closer to my body and guess my each body cell was screaming for him to break the distance between us. I felt my whole body heat up as he pressed his left cheek against my right and squished my warm cheek with his slightly warm cheek. "Don't worry, my squishy baby is going to be fine tomorrow," he said, grabbing my jaw and squishing my cheeks with his. My whole body felt like it had butterflies, and I was about to fly too. He then pulled my head and put over his neck, my lips touching the skin of his. I felt a more excited, but then I got comfortable. I placed my hand on his waist and nuzzled my nose closer to his body. The warmth and scent of his body made me feel at home, his skin was little less warmer than mine and so my body was automatically attached with him more than i could think. 

" I love you hyung " i told because i was emotional and i could not stop myself to not say those words to him, i want us forever like this, i am sounding selfish so i am, for him , just for him. My grip over him become more tighter than before.

" Hyungie loves squishy baby a lot "