𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌𝐒 // 𝐌𝐈𝐘𝐀 𝐀

13

Y/N

since volleyball season is over, atsumu and i have been spending a lot of time together because i was leaving next week. we still hadn't really talked about what was going to happen. i'm hoping that it won't drive a big wedge between us, but you never know.

pushing that thought to the side, it was the day of that party atsumu invited me too. thankfully, the girls decided to come along. keiko, hana, and i were in our respective rooms getting ready when i realized, i didn't know what to wear.

"guys, im having an outfit emergency" i yelled out to them. they both came into my room and started looking in my closet, probably trying to find the most revealing thing there was.

after we got ready, we decided to pregame for a bit since we were taking an uber. we all took a few shots of vodka, and then headed out to our uber.

when i walked through the door, the smell of sweat, weed, and alcohol hit me. we all stayed together as we tried to find the other girls, who were presumably with the guys. "i see them" i yelled, pointing to the cup pong game that was happening.

we made our way over and said hi. i looked around for atsumu but realized he wasn't there. "he's in the kitchen" asami said, seeing my eyes darting around the place. i nodded my head and sat down on the nearby couch.

"hey sweetheart" a familiar voice said, sitting down next to me. i felt the couch dip, as he leaned back and placed his arm around my shoulder. "hi" i smiled. "you look good" atsumu said. admiring my outfit.

he handed me his red solo cup, "what's in here?" i asked, smelling it. "sour pus and vodka" he said, obviously drunk. i took a sip and found myself enjoying it. "see it's good!" he said. "atsumu! bring your girl over and play a round with us" some guy yelled. "wanna play?" he asked, i nodded my head and he wrapped his arm around my waist, guiding me to the table.

they filled the cups with beer and handed me the small ping pong ball. i bounced the ball on the table, landing it straight into the cup. "yay i did it!" i exclaimed, clapping my hands. atsumu chuckled and put his arm around my shoulder.

i got the ball and landed another one in the cup. "shit, you're good at this sweetheart" atsumu mumbled, drinking out of his cup.

i got the ball again, but missed.

in the end atsumu and i won, only having to drink three beers to between the three of us. "i'm gonna go take a shot with fumiko" i yelled over the loud music, making my way to the kitchen.

i met up with fumiko and rina as we all took a shot. i took a swig of coke as a chaser. they both dragged me to the dance floor where the other girls were. "you having fun?" keiko asked as she jumped to the music. i nodded my head and joined her as we both screamed the lyrics to beauty and a beat.

i felt a pair of eyes burning into me. i looked around and saw atsumu and the rest of the guys sitting on the couch. but, i also noticed a girl, sitting too close to my liking. i decided to not pay attention to it and continued having fun with my friends.

"hey y/n! come watch they're playing spin the bottle" asami yelled, tugging on my arm. i stood near the circle and saw a certain blonde sitting with everyone as the bottle landed on him.

it seemed like he didn't see me because the girl leaned in to kiss him. "oh what the fuck" i mumbled. "y/n, oh my god..." asami said at the sight of them. i walked back to the kitchen and took whatever alcohol i could find, filling up a cup with it and started chugging.

"woah slow down there y/n. you okay?" someone asked, tapping my shoulder. feeling the alcohol hit me immediately, i saw atsumu standing right infront of me. "fuck you atsumu" i said pushing his chest slightly. "y/n. calm down. i'm not atsumu" the man said, holding my fists.

"it's osamu. are you okay?" he asked, taking away the cup i tried to fill up again. "he kissed another girl. i saw it" i said, trying not to break down. "atsumu? he did that? are you sure?" he asked, "i saw it with my own eyes" i sobbed.

he immediately guided me out of the house and sat me on the steps. "i'm gonna go get one of the girls okay?" osamu said, handing me a bottle of water.

i took the bottle and tried to open it, but my head was hurting, and i was starting to get dizzy so i gave up. soon enough, someone sat right next to me. i recognized the cologne and immediately stood up looking at the blonde frantically calling my name.

"no. get away from me" i wiped my tears and tried to walk away. "no- shit y/n i'm so fucking sorry, i didn't see you there and i-" i cut him off, slapping his face. "even if i wasn't there you shouldn't have kissed her!" i yelled. "like fuck! i know we aren't dating but you couldn't have even had the least bit of respect for me?"

"it's not like that sweetheart, just let me explain" he said, putting his hands on my shoulder. "no. no there is nothing to explain. fuck you. i don't ever wanna hear from you ever again" i yelled, running away.

"y/n!" i heard osamu scream.

i made it onto the main streets of tokyo, but it was fairly late out so there wasn't anyone around. "i hate boys" i mumbled, "they all suck. waste of sperm" i said, stumbling around on the sidewalk.

suddenly i felt myself walk into someone. "shit, sorry" i murmured. "hey. you okay? wait, y/n?" an unfamiliar voice said. "who are you?" i asked, looking up at the brown haired boy. "it's suna. are you okay?" he asked, stabilizing me. "su-na? i asked. suddenly it clicked. "where's keiko?"

"i just walked her home. why aren't you with atsumu" he asked, starting to walk me in the direction of my apartment. "that douche? probably sucking off another girls face"

"i'll walk you home" he said. "thanks dude" i mumbled.

i heard him pull out his phone and dial someone's number. "hey kei. yeah everything's fine. i just ran into y/n on the streets by herself. it looks like she was crying. i'm walking her home right now. i think atsumu did something stupid since she keeps mumbling about how she hates blonde people"

once we got back to my apartment, i saw keiko standing at the door. "kei!" i exclaimed, hugging her. "thanks suna" keiko sighed as he kissed her cheek. "i'll check in tomorrow morning" he said as he left. "let's go get you undressed and you can tell me what happened" she said.

i ran to the washroom and immediately started throwing up all of the alcohol i consumed tonight. keiko held my hair as she rubbed my back. "let it all out, it's okay, you'll be okay" she said as i cried.

after i finished, i flushed the toilet and sat against the wall. she grabbed some makeup wipes and started to take off my makeup. "wanna tell me what happened?" she asked.

i started telling her the whole story while she sat infront of me and took off my makeup. "im so sorry" she said, immediately giving me a hug. "cmon let's go get you changed and into bed" she said, helping me up and bringing me to my room.

she helped me change and tucked me into bed before turning off the light and leaving.

Dreams
"my heart is beating like
it's bleeding out"