𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌𝐒 // 𝐌𝐈𝐘𝐀 𝐀

15

ATSUMU POV

i stayed the night at my moms house since i didn't want to be driving on the roads late at night.

the next morning i woke up and saw her cooking breakfast. "goodmorning sweetie" she said, handing me a cup of coffee. "are you nervous to see her later?" she put a plate infront of me. "a bit" i replied.

after we ate breakfast i decided to head home. "next time i see you, it better be because you're bringing her home" she said, giving me a hug. "good luck" she said as i kissed her cheek goodbye.

Y/N POV

the next day, three o clock rolled around and atsumu was knocking on my door. i invited him in and we both sat down on the couch, staring at our laps. it was pretty awkward for the most part.

"i'm sorry" was the first thing he said. "i'm sorry too. i'm sorry that i trusted you" i replied, twiddling my thumbs. "is it okay if i explain everything?" he asked, i nodded.

"our recollection of the party was the same. but after you ran away from the circle, i realized what was happening and instantly pulled away. that doesn't justify what i did though."

"you're right, it doesn't." i said.

"why did you join the circle?" i asked him. he took a deep breath and sighed. "in all honesty, i don't know. but i know that i'm scared of you leaving, even if it's only for a month. i'm scared that you would go and come back not feeling the same way about me. and i know i should've came to you and talked to you about it. the only way i figured i could cope with it is some some stupid shit to get my mind off of it"

i stayed silent, taking in everything he was saying. "i really, really, like you y/n. you are someone i have been praying for. you are my answered prayer. and i took that opportunity and shit on it instead. and i will forever regret that. you are amazing, funny, beautiful, and kind. and i really do hope you can take the steps to forgive me and let me show you that i want this. but if you don't that's okay too, id understand."

my eyes widened at his confession. was he really worth forgiving?

"i really like you too, atsumu. but i think im going to need time to process this. i don't know how long, but all i ask is that you wait. is that okay?" i replied. "that's more than okay. i will always wait for you" he said.

"okay then" i nodded my head.

we made our way to the door, when i impulsively hugged him, tears streaming down my face. "i'm so, so, sorry sweetheart" he whispered as he rubbed my back. he kissed my head as he left, closing the door behind him.

i sniffled and wiped my eyes.

Dreams
"i still love you, i promise."

a/n
hiya ik this chap is short but
i wanted it to focus purely on
their little chat