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ATSUMU POV | ONE WEEK LATER

fuck. this shit is killing me. i know she knows, so why hasn't she said anything? i think i might actually go insane. should i text one of her friends? no that's crazy. or is it...

no that's crazy. snap out of it.

what's even crazier is the fact that she hasn't said anything for a week. i think im actually going to slam my head into a wall if she doesn't say something.

"atsumu?"

i can't believe i didn't find that stupid letter before. we could've been together again by now.

"atsumuuuu?"

ugh. why can't she just say something?

"atsumu snap the fuck out of it!" osamu said, waving his hand in my face. "yer lucky i didn't slap the shit out of ya" he said. "shut up" i said. "what're you so deep in thought about?" sakusa asked. he wasn't one to ask personal questions like this, so the fact that he was, is slightly concerning.

"nothing" i replied.

"he's definitely thinking about y/n" bokuto nodded. "she knows about the situation but hasn't said anything to me about it! i'm gonna crash out" i groaned.

"do you want me to ask hana about it?" osamu asked. "no it's fine" i sighed. "i should probably give y/n some space. i'm sure she's probably trying to process all of this. thanks though" i replied.

i went back to my room, and decided to do some more thinking. it's not like i could really tell anyone right? i couldn't tell where i stood on terms with the non disclosure. could i disclose this to other people or...

i really wanted to talk to y/n. i needed to. i might actually go crazy if she doesn't say something soon.

"fuck it" i mumbled, opening my phone.

keiko

hey

hey wsp??

did rin do something
stupid again LOL

HAHA no 😆

i was wondering if y/n
is okay

she's okay

she's just trying to process
everything right now

just give her some time to figure
shit out

she very much wants something
with you

she just needs time to figure out
her next steps

oh gosh okay that's a
relief

thanks keiko

np

Y/N POV | TWO WEEKS LATER

it had been two weeks since i cut contact with my parents. and honestly, life was better. i met sam's family for a dinner at their house, and i had a great time bonding with them.

recently i had been focussing on myself, and building stronger relationships with the family i could trust.

atsumu had been on my mind a lot recently.

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